[b]CHAPTER 05[/b] I can't believe i forgot about him. Him, my life long love! Ok, not exactly "life long" but i can tell you, it's crazy, but i think ....... he's the one. Ej's great and all, but now that i think about it, why the hell would i imagine Ej as Keith? Why do i always think about him? Why does every love song show me a scenario where he sings it to me? Why is it always him? You know that question, when somebody asks you who you want to spend the rest of your life with, the persn you really like suddenly appears in your mind. Like..... that's so puny. Now love..... you'd run away from a word like that. It's tuesday.. I'm actually excited to go to school today I got to school and saw Keith sitting on te teachers table while playing the guitar. I sat down and rested my head on my arms... tired from the trip back. I couldnt see anything, but i could hear everything around me. Keith started playing some sassy song.. At first i didnt recognize it, but about half way through the intro........ "i wont talk, i wont breathe.. i won't move till you finally see, that you belong with me... you might think, i dont look. but deep inside the corner of my mind.... i'm attached to you" for some sick and twisted reason, my smile probably reached the skies. lucky for me, nobody could see but the desk i swear!!!! it was like i was floating in mid air. His voice was so God-like, the way he plucked the guitar was amazing.... everything. it was like that feeling when you're watching a movie like the Notebook or something! But miss humble right here........... i just thought "he's just singing " But come on!!?!? we were just 4 people in the room. 3 of which were boys. Don't tell me keith is gay!? I doubt it Siguro iniisip niyo ang kapal naman ng muka ko para isiping "kinakantahan niya ko". well hello!? ako din naman inisip ko yun eh. Pero, alam mo kasi yung feeling na yun? that feeling na parang, you just know it. Like, i can tell that i REALLY like this guy, cause i just do. I mean, i turned down this great guy that i like, knowing that me and Keith might have NOTHING. i took a chance, even if there's a 50% chance that i dont have a chance! (hooo nose bleed) Well anyway... days turned like that. He'd bug me, i'd bug him. He'd say "i love you hon!" and i say "i love you too boyfriend!" and we'd laugh our heads of at the way people would look at us... but deep inside i would be screaming my lungs out as to how i wish it were TRUE. [i]“Trust me just this once - you are the opposite of ordinary.” [/i] the truth, it's what everybody wants to hear. It's almost Christmas, i was thinking of wether to give him a gift or not. I just thought not to.. i didnt want him to think of something "else"? i dunno. it wouldve just felt weird. But apparently, for him, it wouldnt O_O check out what i found sitting on my chair!? And no, it's not him -__- oh my gosh. is this from him!?

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