^^ i believe i quoted that sis. thanks. thank you sa mga suggestions nyo. I don't know what to do already. Just this morning before we had our pre-con my c.i. talked to me. She asked me if I really like the course coz she felt that i am being forced to do the requirements and go to duties. Imagine? I was that obvious already. Hayz. She told me to try to open-up with my parents and tell them what i like, the problem is i don't know what i like. I am somehow used to studying all about science and talk about diseases that shifting is a scary thought for me. My c.i. told me it is never too late to shift, that i can't force myself if i really don't want it especially that nursing requires more time and I had to sacrifice a lot but she can't understand. I'm in my 4th year and i only lost interest now. I loved my course before. I just don't know when i stopped loving it and why. I wanna pass. I [b]need[/b] to pass. Hayz. Some of my friends told me, don't think that you [b]don't[/b] like it coz you will hate it more. Just think about the money and the purpose why you are doing all of these. Think about who you can help when you are a nurse. Not just your family but others. I wish i didn't make a really bad impression to my c.i. I wanted to pass and having bad endorsements doesn't help. I'm in deep shit already.

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