It's more than just a crush actually.. We were in same circle of friends, a clique (barkada) and it was when we attended the birthday of our godchild (we're both godparents) Before we get there he told me we'd go on the same way home, and another friend wants to join us too. So evening came and we drank since it's a mini reunion too. I was crying that night because of an argument with a friend about her bf taking her for granted and it hurts me to see a friend being hurt by someone, (oh the drama) so crush decided to call it a night (he thought I was too drunk, but no I'm not) and take me home. I was still crying even while walking and he asked me sleep on his shoulder while on the bus. He was talking to our other friend when I was trying to sleep, and their conversation was about a girl crush is trying to court. My other friend said, [i]why do you keep on going for (girl's name here)? Why don't you just court her[/i] and i sensed she's pointing at me. I pretended to be asleep, and I heard him say [i]Can't be. We're friends, it's too risky.[/i] and I pretended as if I'm super asleep. Our friend got off, and I woke up, then he insisted on going to our house to make sure I'm home safe (even if I can go home alone since I'm not too drunk) I discovered things that I'm too afraid to confirm, so upto now we're still close friends. nothing changed.