[b]i don't want to share my story here.very awful. [/b] [b]ADVICE [boys and girls]:[/b] just so you know...it's a whole lot better if you let everything out first.i mean, you know! listen to sad songs until tears fall down you cheeks ,scream on top of your lungs if that makes any difference.lol. do whatever you want.let it all out!! by doing that you will feel a lot better .after doing your "self-recollection" try doing some fun activities.forget everything that happened in the past..you're done with them! move on.show everyone that you finally let yourself in to the new world :globe: .hahaha! hope it helps.