Well, first of all, I really dunno if I have the guts and the rights to post this thread. I just felt a while ago that it�s better to do something rather than nothing. I just pray that my sixth sense will not betray me. Second, I am not sure how will you folks react after reading this thread. Third, I keep my fingers cross that this thread will make ftalk a more peaceful community. And lastly, fourth, I know that you don�t expect too much from a newbie like me. Its owkei, I understand. However, if you think this thread written by a newbie makes sense � feel free to continue reading it. If not, I�ll respect your decision friend. Fellow Ftalkers, I confess that I have been part of this forum for about [b]1 month, 2 weeks and 1 day[/b]. (based on my calculations). With a very noticeable 43 number of posts, no wonder I�m certified neophyte in this cybernetic society. For the past few weeks, I habitually visit my account here. [i]I enjoy opening the threads. Reading some posts from various individuals. Some thoughts make me feel happy, others let me experience bewilderment, only few make me gloomy, but most of the time whenever I stay in d help section (trying to help others if I can) � threads here make me look 100years old[/i].. swear.. hahah.. epistaxis.. most of d topic r bout codes.. I often read some post telling that [b]we are like family here[/b]. I certainly agree. But then I�m aware that families do encounter some [i]shortcomings[/i] too. What I�m trying to say now is, I believe [i]even ftalkers do deal with some misunderstandings[/i]. Honestly, I don�t know what is the average number of rows occur in this forum everyday. But one thing is for sure, [b]I know there are[/b] � and believe it or not � [b]I definitely care[/b]. So that�s why I decided to make this topic. Hoping I�ll be able to bring up [u]if not reconciliations[/u], well, maybe, just maybe, [u]a few changes for the betterment[/u]. I dunno if this topic had existed before or if it currently exists at the moment. [b]@mods[/b]: feel free to move/edit/delete this thread. I�ll sincerely respect your decision. I am not here to leave a bloody long homily. Lolz.. im not a priestess and I guess I�ll never be. "All I want is to close the gaps. Close those misunderstandings. Close the cycles." I know it will never be easy. Some may find my thread stupid. Some may even find it impossible. Well, allow this 16 year old human being to try the possibility of impossibility. I guess there�s nothing wrong if I'll make an effort. So here it goes.. I�ll start.. From d deepest recesses of my hypothalamus, [b]I want to close the gap between me and�[/b] -[i]those people whom I offended[/i]. My dear buddies, feel free to PM me if u find my words and actions upsetting. uhm.. I don�t want people to have grudges against me. -my dear chum JAY MENDOZA. Note: dunno if his part of ftalk but his one of d persons who recommend this forum to me. (dude, sori if I post ur name here in public. Hahah.. though I know we�re okei now, I still want to say sori friend. I prefer to loose my yummylicious Pride chicken rather than a friend) Let Fstalk be a more peaceful community. Allow Ftalkers move peacefully and freely without any adversary.. (as much as possible) Pax everyone..