I'm ready. Final na? Tae! Ewan ko!
See the situation? Whenever he's with me, I always get this bomb inside my heart. And I’m always like, nako! Wag ka pumutok. O.O
I re-analyzed the situation. I even thought deeper about it. It seemed that my mind wasn't functioning that well. Instead of getting the answer, I got a bunch of stars in my head.
“You looked,” he blinked, “white.”
“O-oops,” I shook my head and glanced away, “Sorry, I was just–”
“Marge! Here's home. Bye,” Eira looked back and smiled.
“T-Thank you.”
Everything is catching me off guard.
Nanginig na rin ako nung nakababa na ako ng van, ang lamig kasi.
“Hoy. Gift ko,” The guy shouted at my back.
“Uh. Sure. I dunno,” I looked back and rolled my eyes, although sobrang kabado na talaga ako.
I waved goodbye.
Thank goodness I can breathe normally again. I went closer to the gate and when I pushed it, ayaw bumuksan. I banged it over and over again since it was locked and I want it to be opened as soon as possible.
Martin finally opened the gate and I just walked in as if I wasn’t seeing anyone in front of me.
“Hoyyyy.”
“Kuya naman?”
“Well, may nakalagay sa room mo. I want you to check it and–”
“Fine. Goodnight.”
I walked straight to my room. I was so damn tired.

I was quite worried since, baka naman na-offend ko yung brother ko.

I’ll probably apologize to him tomorrow. I knew I disrespected him. Hay. Good thing Papa wasn’t here.
I changed my stinky uniform. And I jump on my caressing bed. I wonder what that thing Martin was saying, I thought anxiously. I stood up and lurked around.
I saw two boxes. A blue box with a red rose in it. And the other one, a green box with a yellow ribbon.
Ang strange nito, sobra.
Binuksan ko na yung blue box. It was a gown. A blue gown. Before I wore it, I read the note that was glued on the box.
I'll wait for you tomorrow evening.
-David
So it was from David. How nice. David remained nice to me even though he knew that I can't give his feelings back. I admit, he’s nice, and I like him. Oh well, I do not know. My heart would always remain static. But my mind kept on choosing the two of them. That's why I'm having the hardest time.
My cell phone beeped. I got a message from Aries.
Hoy loser. Wear something beautiful on my day, or else… You’re defeated!
-Aries
I want to attend his party but I'm not wearing any gown! Like, hello? Nakakasira kaya ng dignidad yun. Hindi pa naman ako sanay.
“Margaret I talk–”
“HOLY CRAAAAPPP!” I forgot to close the door.
“W-Wait let me see it.”
“No. Get out!”
“I'm waiting…”
“C’mon man. This sucks,” I stood up and pouted.
“It looks nice, Margaret.”
“It’s looks nice, Margaret, bla bla bla…”
“Well duh, if you don't want to believe then don't. Hindi ko naman kawalan.”
"Duh your face. Hindi ko rin naman kawalan kung hindi ako maniniwala sayo no."
"Ah ganon ah. I'll tell David na you didn't like the dress."
“Wag! Leche to. Oo na!”
“But I like Aries.”
“You're A Gay?!

” I know what he was trying to say. And I understood it.
“Stupid. I like him, for you.”
“I know.

Sorry.”
“Anyway, here's a thing for you.”
“What do you mean?”
“Once the chance entered in your life, grab it,” He said coldly then smiled. And he went outside.
But still, I'm unsure.
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"Martin! I'm not bringing anything for Aries! Oh no! Let's-" He started laughing.

"You're very careless."
Then I remembered the green box in my room.
"I know! Wait! Do you know that green box in my room?" I kept on kicking the seat.
"Oh that? The gown that Aries gave you?"
Aries gave that? Seriously? He stopped the engine and pulled out something from the drawer or whatever it is.
"Here," he gave me the tiny box.
"What's this?"
"Don't ask. Just give it.

"
"Darn it." I whispered.
I shut my mouth and just stared at the window until we're on the place.
First off, I didn't know that it was from Aries. Like dang. Ang tanga ko naman, kaya pala ganun yung text niya sakin. Leche. For all the birthdays that I attended, siya lang ang hindi ko na-grant ng wish. Am I being too hard on him?

I just want to act that way so that he won't like me or worse... love me.

Aries was there, welcoming some of his visitors with the cheek-to-cheek kisses. Like, earth to Aries? Ayoko ngang bigyan mo ko ng ganyan.

I don't want that.

Moreover, I don't want everybody to see me dressed like this.

This is a total disgrace. You do agree with me, right?
"Oist, you're here," He smiled but it didn't touch his eyes.
"Of course. I'm a very important person to you, right?

" I muttered.
Oo. I feel ashamed.
"Thank you nalang," he forced a smile.
Aren't you just mad at me for not wearing the dress that you gave on your birthday? Well you should be. You should not be thanking me and all right now.

"Looks to me that you did not wear the gown," he sealed his lips.
"I-I'm sorry. It didn't fit on me, that's why I just wore this," I stared at my gown, "the gown that my mother gave," I lied.
"Oh, okay." He said stoically.
David came in and was about to give me that cheek-to-cheek kiss.
"David? Watch it," he said and pulled me.

"Stupid," He coughed and said, "Thank you for wearing the dress that I gave, Margaret."
As expected, Aries got shocked. Bakit pa kasi ako nagsinungaling. Taena!
"You're welcome," I forced a smile.
The plain flashed on Aries' eyes.
Ano bang nangyayari sakin? Nawiwindang na ako. I got screwed up. Every single thing is already screwed up.

Ano pa ba? Syempre I liked it, that's why I'm wearing it now.

I feel so ashamed of what happened. More over, I feel like I ruined Aries' birthday; birthday pa man din niya.

"I did," I admitted shyly.
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