[align=center][quote]Sorry guys for the delay of the updates. Wednesday will be the last day of our examination and I promise to update it wednesday afternoon. I really promise. Miss you all. Thanks for the support and patience and for those new readers. Thank you very much.[/quote] [/align]

Last edited by +._ROCEL_.+ (2008-12-15 08:08:06)

^Thanks sis.

[align=center][quote]Just liek i'd promise. here's the update but sorry if it's a lil late. hehe Thanks for waiting.[/quote] [quote][b]Chapter 19[/b][/quote] [/align] [i]Ches's POV[/i]: After that damn party Lester never came up to pick me up again for school. Well, I guess I just have to live with that. Siguro the best thing I can do for now is accept it and wait for his explanation, but until when?... [i]1 month later....[/i] It's February, the month of hearts, of love, love that I don't have or [i]the love that I can't claim as mine[/i]. Gossips are flying around the air. Yes, after 1 month with no communications tsaka lang nagsimula yung tsismis na break na kami. Well, the hell I care?! Let them talk until their throats are dead. "Hoy bestie, kumusta na naman?" bati ni Elise pagpasok ko sa classroom. "Fine, nag-review ka ba para dun sa test mamaya ni Sir?" "Oh snap! I forgot! Later!!" "La...ter.." I sighed headed to my chair. Tired, I leaned my head and close my eyes for awhile. [i]*Riiiiinnnnnngggggggggg*[/i] I jumped out of my seat when I heard the bell , I looked around at nakita kong nagsisilabasan na yung mga classmates ko. WTF! Nakatulog ako buong klase???? "A..ahh. Ches, something wrong?" wait. is this true? Him? asking me if something's wrong? Am I still sleeping and this is just a dream? "Uh..uhm.. yeah..." I just responded, still can't believe what's happening. It's like my heart is gonna burst out cause of the happiness I'm feeling. "O..okay.." he said and walked away. how I missed that voice... "Something is not wrong.. [i]Everything[/i] is wrong.. " I whispered as I watched him. He paused, I hoped he didn't hear that one. Before I knew it, my tears began to flow down my face. [i]Lester's POV:[/i] Pagkapasok ko sa room nakita ko na siyang natutulog. She looks so tired. She didn't even notice our teacher. I don't wanna wake her up. Since we're at the back I might as well let her sleep her stress. [i]*Riiiiinnnnnngggggggggg*[/i] Natapos na yung first subject namin and time to go to the next class. She almost jumped up her seat When she heard the bell, her reaction is so cute as always. I can't help but look at her. "A..ahh. Ches, something wrong?" I said out of nowhere. It's hard, like I'm talking to stranger which is not. I wonder if she will response to it at all. "Uh..uhm.. yeah..." yes! she answered. but I can tell that she's shocked cause I talked to her again. I looked at the door and saw Shayne standing there waiting for me. ""O..okay.." and that's all I can say, I've longed so much for her voice. I wanted to talk to her more. But I guess, it's still not the right time. I stood up and walked. "Something is not wrong.. Everything is wrong.. " she whispered. I stood still, It's like I've been shot by a gun I can't move. I wanted to go back and tell her everything to stop her from hurting. But I can't. [i]Ches's POV:[/i] I picked my bag and hurried to our next class. Dammit! I'm late, nag-emote pa daw kasi eh! Katok Katok ang naging drama ko. Tae, nasaan na sila? I walked through the corridors, knocked on every door and looked over the windows. I think I'm wasting my time here. Nagpunta ako sa office to asked where they were. Susme! sa GYM lang pala. I ready myself for the extreme humiliation I'm gonna get once I open this big door. *hoo-haa* breath in, breath out. I'm ready, [i]I think[/i] , I touch the door knob and twisted it gently. "SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!" is the only word I've heard. "Whatda??! " "Happy birthday Bestie!!!!" Elise shouted while running towards me. Oh yeah! It's my birthday, how idiot am I to forget my own birthday? "Ano ka ba? You know that I hate surprise birthdays! At dinamay mo pa ang buong section!" I whispered. "Stop it, our meaning is good okay? We want you to have some fun despite of the crisis you're facing now in you l-o-v-e-life. hihih " "I'm okay, I've told you that it's not bothering me..." "Yeah, and I didn't listen.. " "Ikaw talaga! " kukurutin ko sana ang bruha pero nakalayo na agad. Haysss. At ayun nga pinaulanan ako ng "Happy Birthday" at "I wish you all the best" ng mga classmates ko. Wew. I never known na nag-aalala din pala sila for me. To think na I don't have a close friendly relationship on some of them. Ang sarap pala ng feeling when you know that people around you really cares even if there's always someone you're not so sure if he cares or not. It's just true that of all the things you can have there's always an exception. There's Shayne, and yes she's with him. I don't know, I tried to not look at them or even think about them being together. But the questions of these annoying classmates of mine is always about [i]him[/i]. I just laugh at their questions and tried to change the topic [i]almost[/i] all the time. The so called surprise party for me is over. And it's time to go and get ready for next subjects. The day went on smoothly. No surprise parties anymore I've told Elise and she just laughed at me. [b][i]February 16[/i][/b] This is it, the day of our monthsary if the word 'our' still exist between the two of us. It's not that I didn't expected this day to be like this. Though I dreamed of it so many times with a different situation. But now, I'm confuse if he's still my boyfriend or not. That stupid letter doesn't helped me at all it just made things more complicated. I've run into him so many times today, expecting that he would even greet me on 'our' special day but losing every hope I have left is so much more painful than seeing him with another girl. This day would have been my most luckiest day but it turned out to be the opposite. After classes nagpaiwan muna ako, ayaw pa nga akong iwanan ni Elise ee she's worried kasi baka daw kung anong gawin ko sa sarili ko. I tried so hard to convince her that I'm just getting some important notes in my locker she even insisted na aalis lang siya if Edward would accompany me. I closed the topic that I'll be out in less than 10 minutes but she said that I must call her at dapat daw makausap niya rin si Kuya Andres driver namin. I agreed para lang matigil na. Hay nako. Ganyan talaga yang besfriend ko, kahit loka-loka yan eh masyadong protective lalo na sa akin syempre ganun din ako sa kanya. I run sa mga lockers and search mine. It's been a very very long time since I came here hindi ko na nga masyadong matandaan kung nasaan yung exact location nung akin and hopefully I still have the number combinations. Sa wakas, after 10 million years I found it, wait the number combination. Aha! Nasa mind ko pa. haha. I opened it and saw a box with a letter with a red rose. Huh? I thought no more surprises? It's not my birthday anymore, is it? Whatever. Whoever did this, it's a little too corny ha. Anyways, kinuha ko yung box at yung rose. Hmm. smells niec. Binuksan ko yung present and it's a Me to You teddy bear, it's soooooooo cute, not mentioning that it's a lovers bear, I mean they're two bears one boy and one girl. Suddenly bigla ko nalang niyakap yung teddy bears and naramdaman ko nalang sa tumulo na ang mga luha ko, again. I picked up the letter and read it. [quote][i]Happy Monthsary... i love you.[/i][/quote] [align=center][quote][b]END OF Chapter 19[/b][/quote] [/align]

Last edited by +._ROCEL_.+ (2008-12-17 14:45:31)

Nice, nakaupdate na rin. Next naa.

naman buti namn at naalala ni Lester ang monthsary nila kahit wala na clang communication ni Cheska weeeeeeeee nmn keep updating

ngupdate na din! aww. buti nalang naalala ang maonthsary. soo sweet. lolengss!

shaks! nakakagulantang naman ang mga ganung letter. da heck. nice! kakabitin! update napu kayo.. )

still waiting. @OT: tnx for the repu. labyousis,.

okei. ill wait for that sis.

[align=center][quote]Thanks sa mga possitive comments nyu. Sa totoo lang ay natatakot ako na baka mawalan ako ng ganang ipagpatuloy ito. Pero thanks sa support nyo.[/quote] [quote][b]Last Chapter[/b] [b][i]Chapter 20 - Part 1[/i][/b][/quote] [/align] [i]*Riiingggg* *Riiinnggg*[/i] [i]Now Playing: Forget About Me by Little Bit[/i] Ouch. Sumabay pa itong ringtone ko na `toh. Hayss. Sapul. Oh shoot! I totally forgot about Elise. Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko at kinuha yung cellphone sa bag. "Hello? Hello? Ches?!" "Yeah.. Elise.." "Where are you??" "I'm still here, don't wo--" "Ches? Are you crying? What happend??" "I'm okay... " "Do you want me to come back?" "No.. I'm on my way na rin. I'm okay, I promise." "You sure?" "Yes.. now. bye. See yah tommorow. Mwah." [i]*Conversation Ends-----------------*[/i] And I hung up the phone. hays. I'd better be going, it's getting darker and darker. I gathered the notes I need and picked up the box and the letter inside my bag. Oh well, the box doesn't fit in. I throw the box in the trash can and just hold the lover bears. Kahit ganito ang naging unang monthsary namin I'm happy. Not because he give me these things but despite the things going on in our relationship, he remember this day. And me? I didn't gave him anyhting. How selfish of me. [i]6 Months Later...[/i] Dumaan ang mga buwan, natapos ang bakasyon, kahit tawag, balita, or letter wala akong nakuha from him. Yes, before our last day of school I talked to him. But I didn't got the answers I want. Until now, I'm still searching in the dark. I thought after our conversation everything would be back to normal. [i]*Flashback* "Lester.. can we talk?" I asked even if Shayne is with him. Don't let me down please... "Sorry.. Ches but..." no.. i don't wanna hear.. "Sure.. go ahead. I'll wait here Dennis.." and before he finished talking Shayne interrupted. For the first time I'm thankful. "Thanks...." I said to Shayne and she just smiled and looked at Lester. We went in the garden. The garden where it all started. "Lester..." hindi pa ako nakakapagsalita ng bigla niya akong niyakap. "I missed you..." he said and I felt my t-shirt getting wet. Is he crying? I pause for a second, it's liek my heart stopped from beating. I forgot how to breath normally. And tears came down to my face. He hugged me liek never wanted to let go. We stayed liek that for about 5 minutes then he let go. "Sorry..." he said with a very low voice. The voice I love the most. "Don't be... " I hesitated and moved closer to him. "I should be.." "No..." and I pressed my lips to his. Eventhough I had to stand on my toes. "I missed you, dummy! How can you bare to stay away from me liek that?!" sabi ko at pinagsusuntok ang dib-dib nya then hugged him tight. So tight. I never wanted to let go. "I'm sorry... I loev you.." he pushes me away so that he can see my face and reach down to me and kissed me again. *end of flashback*[/i] [quote]Cliffhanger muna mga guys. I never thought na dito na siya matatapos. Kaya Part 1 muna ang ipo-post ko. [/quote]