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I really dont know where to start this confession really, I have like a tons of things i wanna say. Ok Whatvr. No one will read this anyway
- I am sooooooooooooooooooo addicted now, like officially as of this moment with [b]LUCIFER by SHInee[/b]. Im not that crazy, o shud i say I am abt to go insane abt their hair, like wut the fudge happned to them? Esp key, Like OMG O_O, who terrorized ur hair honey?.. But anyway, Song is good. Its upbeat and totally dancy (dancy?
). And Onew is still cute
I wanna memorize this song
. [b]GLOBALHOLIC GLOBALTRONIC![/b]
- I wanna quit my job, I dont think i even have what it takes to stay in this job. But i cant, hell i cant give up that easily right? I just keep thinking that il prbbly resign when they wanna kick me out already. And i really cant dare to lose my job, theres alot of things on my shoulders right now, and i cant get them off. It'l make things worse if i quit this job. I dont wanna think of it this way, but people kinda depend on me. Thats why i cant quit now, eventhough ive never been low resistant and gets sick easily like now. Actly im sick agen
- I need a gay radar! I wanna know if the person who i have a crush with now is GAY or NOT, not that it matters but cmon! I have a crush on this dude and he's gay??
- I have one more problem, besides on me having a crush on a possible gay guy, I think im liking a friend of mine. And prblem is, of course as xpected, he doesnt like me back or i cant see any fking hints that he likes me or cares for me. Well, me and my friends are srsly buddy buddies, I know that. I mean, If only im different, there wudve been a chance that he cud like me also
, Or he might be gay alsuuuuuuuu~
I rmmber teasing him being gay. And he hugged me and told me "Il kiss you", I punched him but thinking back, i shudve said "I dare you!"
, Cmon not that im flirting, but i just wanna have fun in a workplace that brings me unlimited stress. I need a motivation to even go to work!
- To tell u in advance, im not doing this bcus i have moved on. LOL how cn i? But the up and down thingy between the two of us is confusing me.. Tell me frnkly, well u did tell me but show it!
- I confess, I dont know how to balance my life. I have alot of effing tihs in my life that i dont even know what to do. And the thing is, No one have ever even asked me "are you okay?", because hell im not fine!!!.. it wud prbbly take an accident for people to ask me if im okay or what im feeling. Its actly unexplainable, but i dont know what to do anymore
, just one last thing can make me tick and id prbbly explode. I cant handle these stihs anymor. And i cant explain it to nyone.
- I thought i was doing good with my job, but why the fudge am i sinking again?
, And I need this fcking month of july to pass for me to be regular in that job!. Ohhhhhhhhhhh i wish someone cud offer be to be a radio DJ or a graphic artist again. I love my job but i love to have a fun job too!.. the one that blows my mind!
- I MISS YOU CLASS S! Ive never been in the class for more than 4hrs. Since i got this job, ive been busy and for the mere fact that im working but i dont have internet right now is just compltly perfect!. If we dont get this smart bro crap paid this month, im going to buy that Globe Tattoo USB stick!!
- Since i havnt had internet and cable, Im sooo late in whats new in music and entertainment.
- I miss doing things like layouts, banners, editing pics, graphic editing and etc in Photoshop! I miss it! T_T
- Quite long right? This is actly the short version of things i really wanted to say but i cant seem to put it into words!
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