I`m wonderin' where is he now and why did he left us.
I dreamed about him last night. Tsk. Where are u now!
( And I am this -- like, facebook here, tumblr there. Then, checking twitter. Yeah, I remembered ftalk but I'm too lazy to open haha I don't know maybe because members are inactive because of works and classes or maybe there's other reason bothering me.. ? And yeah, when I saw James' post I think he was disappointed with us -- a lil' bit?
But yeah, sure that he was sad and I'm this guilty because now, I didn't checked my calendar or alarmed my phone just like before everytime MMP celebrated monthsary.
And I miss them so much most esp. when I got read James' post at tumblr. I got realized how James' a good leader even though, now we're inactive but he's still there -- and yeah, he said he's missing us.
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Now, I missed ftalk.
) It's called the D5000. We were just looking and.. Oh my gosh. It was so amazing like hell. Then, dad told me. Just wait, okay? Then I waited. The guy who was selling the camera taught me how to use it and still, we have the plans by looking it only not buying it. Then, dad told also the salesman to wait. He'll just withdraw money from his bank. I was like.. "Dad you don`t need to. I still have my D60 with me." And he was like blablablabla. Okay.
Then, after 30 minutes of teaching and waiting. Dad came. Okay, he gave the money and that D5000 is mine. Now I don`t know what dslr to use
I love them both. I just don`t want to let go of my D60 yet. But, My D5000 is freaking great. Ghad.
. LOL. He`s so sweet. I love him. xDDDDDDDDD I hope he`s mine now. Why can`t he just court me, right? ; ))))))))))
My groupmates are going here in our house tomorrow & its so very messy here. I haven`t clean the house. ; )))))))))) I`m kinda lazy. We are going to make our fuckin` project in fuckin` Physics told by our fuckin` Physics teacher. LOL. xD ; )))))))))))
I am bad this past few days. I catch myself saying badwords. x((. Whats happening to me? Is this the side effect of loving him. xD ; )))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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I miss posting my damn nonsense confessions here . REALLYYYY~
Well , I confess that im so fckn` lonely . YA , sorry for the foul word . I MEAN IT . 
Im getting bored these days , and just thinking of dying .
TAEEEEEE~ I wanna attend the EB thats gonna be organized by [i]Beepcorn[/i] ([b]XSTEL[/b]) . Im desperate !
I just wanna kill everyone . K. 
Can't wait for that.
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Last edited by mama0114 (2010-11-04 00:35:43)