

- Imma violate school rules
Imma bring my camera and my psp 
- I also confess that I'm not being a good girl as I usually am 


BLA BLA XD If we didn't do that, maybe we were sent to the Guidance Office. BANG! :thunder:
I told myself, "[i]Sus wala akong kiber. T*e. Di kaya ako nega katulad ni Aldrin.[/i]" But honestly, I really felt nervous that time. XD But ugh. I'm not really nega like Aldrin. He's so nega like it was the end of his life. XDDD 
Err, my Mom don't know this.
[b]Hell week.[/b] All the badluck started in Chem.
Help me God.
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I'm tired of crying. Sometimes I feel like I wanna murder someone but, I just can't and I WON'T! I was even planning of suicide, I used to get the knife before and planned to stab it on myself, honestly. Just because of this anger and sadness I felt, makes me feel apart from my parents. But honestly, I just love them so much even though I feel so angry at them. What I just wish, and HOPE, they understand the thing that I'm feeling right now. I feel like I'm having a trauma or something and I usually lie at them saying that some dust just when inside my eyes that's why it's red, but the truth is, it's because of CRYING a lot.
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coz they say
i'm their [i]lucky charm[/i] but when i did not finished their fight
(coz its already late night and its all boys computer shop)
they lost it.
and ofcourse i [s]lost[/s] my money ..
i thought they were pro (althought master bryll and optimus is not there)
but they they are not..D.I.B su**s!
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, I still see my novel up there ^^^^^^^^^^^
- I have berlits on Mondayy~! YEY! Ok why am i excited?. I am extremely nervous, i mean its not just an interview or another exam which has multiple choices. Its actually a test where u are going to take to foreign clients. Yes, true foreign human beings. And u have to be preppy and talkative. Ok im talkative a little. But im not preppy.
- I look happy right? LOL think again. Im good with hiding my feelings. When im xtrmly happy, and cheerful. It means theres a big arse problem bothering me. *sigh*, i just dont want to show much emotion. But one shud know it right?
- I confess, I miss my blog. Thats the only one i can talk to now that is going to be kept a secret forever. , I wanna make a blogspot accnt. I miss addictiveinsanity T_T. Evntho i dont blog much, or at all. I still view it. now its dead and gone ~
- I confess, *its actually happening*, [b]theres a lizard near me that looks like its watching the computer[/b]. no joke
- Im worried about working. I hope if i get in, it wud be fun and i would do good.
- I still remember what someone said abt me working, so that .. nvermind
- Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ok imma stop now. I dont want to give in in this emotional sh*t. Its just going to make me cry.
- anyway, HB is going to end. TT_TT, another reason to weep about. Its way toooooooooooo sooon~ . why oh why?
- Im thinking of making a blog, being active on tumblr and twitter, and reading mangas. But i dont know what mangas are good.
- I made some tumblr pics. mostly of words. U can check it out here > [url=http://randumbrain.tumblr.com][b]RANDUMBRAIN[/b][/url], the miss not popular got alot of reblogs thanks to jem :], im enjoying making weird things for tumblr. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
- >_> im listening to hotel room by pitbull. FTW~ *presses next on music player*
- the bb code in ebook is working quite a bit, at least some threads are getting repliesssss!
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I confess, I hacked someone's account here in Ftalk. It was ages ago though. I only tried it for fun and it was an accident cos I only guessed his password lol. One member who I used to talk to doesn't like that person (the one I hacked) so I gave him his account details and voila we started using his account to post around the forum. One time, we used it to embarrass him but it was ages ago though and that person didn't know it was us so he made another account. But I don't see him in Ftalk nowadays.
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that's all/. 



And another is that I really really want my first kiss. Well, I did actually have this dream wherein [i]I kissed Kevin already.[/i] And as I woke up this morning, I [b]craaaaaved[/b] for that moment. Well, he kissed me for several times on the cheek and he even stared at me for a long period of time and slowly brushed his lips against mine. But I want the real thing. Oh God, [i]please give it to me[/i].
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I confess, I really regretted going back here [i](at home)[/i] even thought I knew that the gathering is at my aunt's house [i](in which I was there already yet came back home)[/i] and now, it's raining hard and I'm just alone here.
I confess that I'm loosing my fangirling side in the K-Pop scene eversince I started rewatching Vampire Knight and read the manga. Sorry co-fangirls
oh well, oldies this days acting like a youngster o_O
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► is that even a cofession?? lol hahahhaah