I confess that I did confuse myself with [i]to whom will I ever give my heart wholly[/i] while I had this relationship. [b]*sigh.[/b] It's just that this particular guy friend of mine spend hours of his precious time trying to comfort me whenever me and [b]Kevin[/b] fight. But, no. I'm happy and contented with him and no more third parties. Both of them almost quarreled with each other just because of me. [i]GOSH.[/i] And another is that I really really want my first kiss. Well, I did actually have this dream wherein [i]I kissed Kevin already.[/i] And as I woke up this morning, I [b]craaaaaved[/b] for that moment. Well, he kissed me for several times on the cheek and he even stared at me for a long period of time and slowly brushed his lips against mine. But I want the real thing. Oh God, [i]please give it to me[/i].