i found out i lost 500 pesos. And it sucks. It's summer and it's pretty hard to ask for money.
grr.
i didn't attend my classes because oof my first confession. haha so lame
I'm so tired right now cause of this afternoon class. 1 to 5:30 PM
Hahaha. I can relate. 
[quote=xxBUBBLiExx;#3531111;1271647962]I feel the same way.
I'm just. Sad. that we can't talk to each other the way we can back then.[/quote]
[quote=xxBUBBLiExx;#3531111;1271647962]I really miss Paw. It's been a while since we last talked. Honestly, I don't really know why I always feel scared whenever I try to talk to her. And whenever I do, I always end up not talking to her. Idk. It just feels like, someone built a wall between the two of us. Moreover, I'm looking forward on seeing her as a classmate in a specific university, and that thing won't definitely die in my memory.[/quote]
Okay. I am really touched on this. Haha-- You know, I just feel jealous.
I don't know why and I`m sorry if my reason is kinda Pathetic and stupid. Sorry if I kind of avoid you, I just feel scared. It`s like you`re already on the top, while me, is still on the bottom. You know, I hope we can fix this. Because, I really really miss you.[b] @-@[/b] You know, you`re one of the People who knows who I truly am and been one of my closest. I love you, K? Come back to MMP na.[b] TT[/b] We all miss you.
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[b]Confess[/b].
I am happy right now. And I don't know why.
Hahaha. First, maybe I`m glad that my Hyper Badge is still stuck with me, and my Ftalk level just went up.
Second, because finally I`m having an Internet connection at home. Third, oh well, nevermind.
I am really scared whenever my dad talks about my Report Card and about going to school.
I shiver. ((= lol. I don't know, this year just wasn't a very good year for me. I feel stupid.
I'm about to burst my tears, because, it's our first monthsary [i]anyway, happy 1st monthsary Nix, Rissa, Jenny, Edzel & Rose[/i] we can't celebrate, maybe because everybody are busy. And..and.. mom, is mad at me. LOL. My Dad also and my youngest brother.
Ok. I'm insane I'm about to cry yet I put lol3 emoticon. I'm awesome like that, yeah. XD
No, I'm reall really sad now. = = YOSH. I'll just watch Bloody Monday. Miura Haruma-kun is waiting for me. <33 Laaah~ ;333
i confess .
yesterday WAS SUPPOSED to be the best day on my life . ever . ever . but sadly . its not . It was my sweet 17th birthday, that was supposed to be really important . but . my parents leave me home alone . no food .nothing . my groupmate (RL) don't remember it . i meant, really no greet or anything . even i do love them , even they're supposed to be super special for me , but they forget me . in the most important day of my life . should they really do that =_=
my groupmate there , also forget it =_= it was like . . lol . un-said feeling . i can't say what . i don't know how to said it . i meant by saying it not in rude way, since i'm in anger . yet sad . yet mad . yet upset . and totally dissapointed . (ok , except to mela and shak that greet me . thankyou
) but after all , even if you greet me in FB it still feel different . amf .i getting even more sad now =_=
i feel like want to cry . and i am crying . since i do feel alone . my parent just gave me gifts or what . but still . it passed my birthday over . and its not special anymore . i hate it , why they didn't skip that day so i wont feel this desperate and sad . I hate people who ruin my day, and now , my special persons , my special friends ruin it . thankyou for the most un-forgettable birthday 'gift' . i wont forget it ever . as in ever .
i cant smile . seriously i cant . i tried to , even some of my other forum friend totally spent their day for me , cheer me up , but its still not same . lol . you can think i wanted to much , but i am . =_+
i .. can't say much more . everytime i want to write, i still want to mad =_= and cried . don't care if this post get deleted or whatever . i got totally disapointed . i do wish . no one read it . no one tried to . but well , i realized im invisible so why bother to think people will read it . they'll stay to ignore you like before . lol =_+
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[b]Confessions.[/b]
- As much as I love my friend, I don't like talking to her about my love life. I get that she's probably a realist [more like pessimistic, if you ask me], but I [b]hate[/b] it whenever she gives me her two cents on my relationship. I'm not even asking for advice, I just want her to listen. The sad part is, I tend to listen to her and make all the wrong decisions and I end up being proved wrong by my bf. So now, I'm not going to talk to her about anything related to my love life anymore, nor am I listening to her advice. No offense dude but you said so yourself - you have no idea what it feels like to love somebody.
- I'm very happy that my bf is very supportive.
I was scared about his thoughts on the idea of me switching to Culinary Arts, but he said he's fine with whatever I decide. :">
- Arghhh. Grades freak me out.
As much as I want summer to end, I [b]still[/b] don't want to see my grades!
But it's better to stay "groupless" right now, I guess. Hehe.
� I always cry for small reasons these days & I don't know why [b]T.T[/b]
� I miss my buds sooooooooooooooooooo much. Hay...
� I feel like I lost all of my Ftalk friends, now that no one really talks to me [b]8|[/b] I just feel invisible. Woosh*[/quote]
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I'm loving MMP more and more.
But really hatin myself. I don't know what's the reason why my GF is mad. And I did get mad and didn't comfort her. I feel so guilty.
Anyway. Still smilin'. Don't wanna get wrinkles.
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I confess this is the first time in 2010 that I post on this thread, yeah I guess. Hahaha, so what's so new about me here? I mean, what should I confess? So, I confess that last night I didn't sleep well, not really because I did our banner, but because I can't take her off my mind, I mean my girl. I think I just miss her so much, like probably what I am feelin right now. I'm just expecting that I can enjoy my summer with her, but these past few days she's getting busy with her future in college. I mean I will study here and she'll probably study in Manila because she'll take Culinary (she's pretty rich, isn't she?) then yeah, so much to confess. I miss her, and that's it. I wish that she can give me more of her time. Well, that's life.
- I really miss my classmates, especially those five. [i]Eri, Nix, Edzel, Jenny & Rose.[/i] I want to see them.
- I was pissed off last night because of my cousin. But she didn't do anything wrong, she just used the pc.
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It hurts...
[quote]� I wonder why people only choose the popular, pretty, handsome, useful, popular, popular, [b]popular[/b] people. People keep making other people feel alone and hated and just not needed, especially here in Ftalk. Well, at least that's what I observe around here. Okay, enough now |:[/quote]
� Haaaaaaah. I don't know what to do @ home anymore. [b]zzz*[/b][/quote]
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No, IMYSM2 [b];***[/b]
[b]C O N F E S S I O N S ~[/b]
[spoiler]- I miss [b][u]Power Rangers Visual Kei Force[/u] girls[/b], for real.
Specially, Nana-chan.
- I haven't taken my bath for today. Lol. Maybe, after this. I'm kinda smelly [i]na[/i]
- It's so boring in plurk, because the girls aren't there. = =
- And.. and.. and.. :xixi:There's something inside of me saying that I need to join other e-group 
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[quote=snypzelle;#3536016;1271830851]I don't know what's the reason why my GF is mad.[/quote]
Maybe she has PMS or something.
Or she just wants to be moody for the lulz. @_@ Oh well, hope you guys are okay now, lol.
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[b]Confessions:[/b]
� I have a week and a half to complete my finals for Lit class and I [i]still[/i] haven't read the freaking book I needed to read.
� Days are going by waaayy slower now that only [b]2 more weeks[/b] left 'til I come home. I want it to be freaking May already!
� Things are [i]great[/i] between me and my bf. I'm glad that even though we're thousands of miles apart, we're still going strong.
And he has proven me wrong time and time again. [i]*sigh*[/i] I'm so luckyyy.
-- Gonna miss my friend Kath.. she`ll be leaving Phils for 3 weeks for her vacation with her family.. whew.. I`ll miss her a lot.. She`s one of my real life bestfriend. We`re just like siblings.
-- I miss Llyanz here in FTalk.. she`s quite inactive now.. she`s now in USA, and it will take a long time for her to come back here in the Phils.
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My mom's being too hard on me. [i]I really feel like im in grade school.[/i]
I am missing so much parties lately. Ghad, it's summer and what the eff. [b]I miss the friday and saturday nights @ Clubm8.[/b] O___o
I am also having a cold war with my dad.
He told me he's certain about that thing, then just last night, he told me I can't just because of a pathetic reason.
Damn it. [b]You don't have to be mom, dad[/b]. We love you for being great, so stop it.
I discovered something about my friend. I don't know what to do now. [i]I am still trying not to be awkward but, it's pretty hard not to.[/i]
[b]I am happy about my accounting class[/b].
I am happy for everyone's class standing. Oh well, Thank the old sem's notes.
and valix's reviewers.
[b]but still, i am worried for friday[/b]. It's midterms and.. uhmm. im freaking out
I don't think i could do well. Things just went pretty fast. One week for how many chapters? and then 3 hours for 80 accounting problems. Geez, [b]Goodluck to us[/b]. But still, my hopes are high about it. 
I miss [b]Ftalking[/b]. I miss posting like there's no tomorrow. [b]I figured out that my life is boring without parties, lovelife and whatsoever. and i can't take it anymore if i won't have online life too.[/b]
It's [u]SUICIDE[/u].
I'll try to be a little active. Anyway, school's being a good friend to us lately. [b]AND i am happy my 2 badges are back[/b]. Hoooray
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[li] I confess too that I still haven't do the things I should this day. But anyway, wish me luck.[/li]
[li] I confess that I did not talk too much yesterday in MMP for it's our activeness day again. Because our Wi-Fi is
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That will be all.
I understand why she has to go off she has really great reasons but I just can`t help to feel it :l I know someone can also relate with what i feel and above all, i still love her , we still love her[color=red]<3[/color]
I confess our yearly recital`s coming :-SS I hope I could choose my piece and play '[i]Kiss The Rain[/i]'. I`ve been practicing the piece for months
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�I'm trying to make an album for my band. Every night i can't sleep cuz of thinking too much.lewl.
we still lack members
�I think i'd be taking piano lessons this summer. I'm bored, haven't played piano in a while.
�When i recorded my song it totally failed.


�I'm bored everyday. Don't have someone to talk to. 
Arghhhh. Yeah, [b]ditch[/b] me all right!
It's not like I wake up [b]every single day[/b] at 2 in the morning for you anyway! F-ing piss me off. This is why middle fingers exist! D:
Sorry for the rant. *[i]cough[/i]*