[b]Confession...[/b] Lately I've been brushing along lifes hard side. There are so many opportunities coming in my life. Yet I dont know whether to give it a shot or not. I got afraid, I've been trying so hard yet I still fall. I know I am a [b]Drawing Master[/b] here in Ftalk but its not that simple. I have to expand, being a [b]Drawing Master[/b] in a forum isnt just enough. I've tried, I stood, I fought and I fell. Not just ones but many. No I want to find another reason for me to step up again and fight. She took away the "wondering" in my name. Now I know where to go but it seems pretty hard for me to take the lashes of this path's agony. Let there be competition to test whose the best. There came the winner and the loser. For a long time I stood as the champion, but the time came that I had to crave for another level and there I fell on my own throne. Pens and papers, Its not easy as it seems. The best expression wins with the right moment and in the right time. Even though I ones sat in a champions chair I had to struggle far and long. Now, I have to take my slumber and be ready for another match I dont want to lay waste of time. Because before I only fought with the locals now its the world...