i confess: - i miss this site so much, i never logged in here for a very long time - i regret something that i did, im not sad though i can't tell if i am happy with what i did. - i can't forgive myself for the mistakes that i did. and i am making it worst than ever. - i hate myself so much for not forgiving myself and then i can't forgive someone who is important - i want to move on but still i can't make a step. my feet are buried in this ground where i stand right now. - i want to cry, out lout out of hatred, pain and miseries but i can't or should i say, i don't have a chance - i want to DIE. to end this all.

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