grrrr. waaaaaaa.

updateeeee~

woah. sad...

Namaaaaann! Kawawa naman sila Cheska and Kent. Nagugulo na lahat! Ugh.

Asan na ang update? Haha, atat na atat na kame XD No, wait na lang namin ^^

Sorry people. Baka sa Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday pa yung update. di kasi ako makapagsulat. Sorry talaga.

OUCH! masakit un.. but still.. waiting for d updates^_^

Crap it! I really hate PJ! He made my Kent cry! I mean Cheska's Kent cry Kent onfront Ches, now! I'm commanding again waiting

[quote=-RACH.;#3598866;1274678923]K, i miss Kent. = )))))[/quote] Haha, same here Wee, I will try to wait.. WILL TRY TO WAIT, lol. Will try to wait for the update.

[b]♥ 12.1 ♥[/b] CHESKA's POV: Maga ang mata ko pagbangon ko. Kainis talaga. I didn't get enough sleep again last night. AHH. Ganito ba talaga ang pag-ibig? Peste. Hayy. -- I sat on my seat. Kent's still not here. I wonder what's up with that dude.I sighed for grief. Siguro nga mas mabuti na hindi ko agad siya makita nang ganito kaaga. Anyway, gotta do my job downstairs. Marami nanamang mga pasaway na estudyante. I walked out of the room tapos nakasalubong ko si PJ. "Morning Cheska." He greeted. I smiled. "San punta mo?" "Check students downstairs. You?" "I'm going with you." Tumango na lang ako tapos ayun nga bumaba na kami sa tapat ng gate. Nagsita kami ng mga estudyanted kakaiba ang buhok, too much make-up, etc. Kasama yung iba pang mga members ng student council. Then suddenly, kinalabit ako ni PJ. Napatingin ako sa tinitingnan niya. Chiles went off from Kent's motorbike. OUCH. I gulped, napayuko. Bakit hindi ko sila kayang tingnan? This was what I expected di ba? Parang napaaga nga lang pero dapat... Dapat masanay na ako sa ganito. Masanay na ako sa pain na iidudulot ng pagmamahal ko kay Kent... A love that is wrong. A love that is unrequited from the start. I looked at them again. BEAR with it, Ches. Masanay ka na. "So Kent is finally making a move..." PJ uttered. Tumingin siya sakin na nakangiti. "Isn't that wonderful?" Nagpilit din ako ng ngiti. "Y-Yeah." Chiles seemed happy to be with Kent now. So she finally realized too na wala na siyang pag-asa kay PJ. And here she goes, coming back to her reserved person. Alam kong ni Kent na ginagawa nga siyang reserba ni Chiles, but maybe he accepted it since he really loves her. OO, NAIINGGIT AKO. It was me who was riding on his motorbike before. YEAH. As a 'friend'. They went toward us. Kent was a bit serious, pero pagkaharap niya sakin, he smiled. I forced a smile too. Maging masaya ka, Ches. This is how all is supposed to be. Wag kang masasaktan. After all, this is all your doing. “Morning.” They greeted us, ngiting ngiti si Chiles. Oh yeah. It’s obvious that these two people, are already inlove with each other. I secretly smiled, to show that I wasn’t hurt. Pero sa loob loob ng puso ko. Sobrang sakit. “Morning din.” I greeted back, pati si PJ na rin. Silence, nagkakatinginan lang kami. Iniiwasan ko ang mga mata ni Kent, kasi baka pag nakatinginan kami, hindi ko maiwasang hindi maiyak. “So… It seems like you two are finally in really good terms.” PJ uttered. “I knew that the two of you suit each other best.” Dagdag niya pa, na lalong dumurog sa puso ko. Tama na. Sobrang sakit na. Mamamatay na ako sa paninikip ng dibdib ko. “Well then, we’re off.” Kent said. “Bye PJ… Ches.” Tumango lang ako, then they left us. Nanginginig ako, my throat hurts, and so as my heart. Hindi ko inakalang magiging ganito kasakit pag nagging masaya na sila ni Chiles. Ngumiti lang ako, kahit masakit. What matters is that Kent is gonna be happy, ‘cause Chiles will be there for him. Wala na akong aalalahanin pa. Kahit masaktan ako, okay lang. “You fine?” PJ asked me with eyes that question. “O-Oo…” Natahimik siya, napatungo. I became confused because he was like guilty about something. “PJ? My problema ba?” Tumingin siya ulit sakin, natahimik ulit, “Wala. Wala, Ches.” -- I’m feeling awkward. Nasa loob kami ng room, free time kasi tinatamad yung teacher namin mag turo. He was next to me, and yeah. Silence lang ang nandito. I don’t understand, oo, siguro nga tama itong nangyayari, pero hindi ko rin maintindihan. “So you’re finally good with Chiles.” I said to open up a conversation. “Yeah. I picked her up this morning. I just felt like it. Okay naman di ba?” Tumango ako, nakangiti. “Oo, buti naman at okay na kayo. Sabi ko na nga ba, everything will be good soon.” He stared at me in a while. “O bakit?” I asked him. “Wala.” He replied tapos he kept himself busy on scribbling on his notebook. “So… Celebrate tayo?” “What’s there to celebrate about?” He asked me, na ikinagulat ko. Mukhang nagulat din siya sa sinabi yun at binawi agad. “I—I mean, we’re busy. The prom is approaching di ba? Besides, hindi pa naman kami e.” Tumingin lang ako sakanya. I felt at ease for a while, hindi PA sila. But it will be soon. Ewan ko, it felt nice na yun nga. May chance pa. Ay tae. Mali pala ‘to. Wag ka nang umasa. “But we will be, soon. Really soon. So don’t worry.” He told me, which made me feel another ouch. “Just get busy with your thing.” “My thing?” He nodded. “With PJ.” “PJ?” Think. Think. Think. Baka yung prom. Oo nga, aasikasuhin pa pala namin yun. Hay. “Ah oo. Sige.” Then he frowned at inirapan ako. Weird. KENT’s POV: Confirmed. Tsk. So she was really onto PJ after all. Damn it. ‘Ah oo. Sige’ ? Sige she will get busy on PJ? Pfft. Bahala silang dalawa magsama sila. Yeah. I picked Chiles up today. I don’t know what to do nung nalaman ko nga yung dahilan kaya ako tinutulungan ni Ches. It kep me awake all the time and thinking. Totoo ba yun? It wasn’t fun riding with Chiles. She did all the talking ‘cause I was thinking of Cheska again. Oo, it was strange. Bakit siya ang nasa isip ko? Bakit ngayung gusto na ako ni Chiles, tsaka pa ako nagkakaganito? Am I already after Cheska? I gulped habang nagsusulat ako sa notebook ko. Scribbling is my hobby, oo. Wasting the pages of my notebook, natigilan ako bigla. Nashock with what I’ve written. ‘CHESKA…’ Great thing biglang nag bell, I gotta go nab ago ako mabaliw nang todo. I gotta meet with Chiles sa labas, sabay kami kakain e. Ewan ko kung bakit hindi ako naeexcite. I saw her sitting on the benches, nakabili nap ala siya ng food. “Hey, Kent.” Tumango lang ako tapos umupo na ako sa tabi niya. “Binili ko yung favorite mo dati. Is it still your favorite?” Tumango lang ako ulit. Inayus niya yung kakainin namin, I don’t know. I just feel strange. Siguro hindi lang ako sanay or anything. Then she was suddenly silenced. “Kent…” “Yeah?” “What is our status anyway?” I gulped, tapos napatingin ako sakanya. “I’m now serious about you Kent. I’m regretting what I did before. I took you for granted, I ignored all of your efforts and instead, I chased after the guy who doesn’t love me like how you do. Pasensya na kung ngayun ko lang ‘to narealize, pero… Pero sana mapatawad mo ako, and let’s give us a try.” I was silenced too. Bakit ganito, dati… Sabi ko sa sarili ko, this is the moment I’m dreaming about, na sa oras na sabihin sakin ni Chiles ang mga salitang ‘to… I’ll hug her tight and tell her that I love her so much. Pero bakit ganito? It feels like hindi man lang ako natuwa. Parang wala lang. And only one person is in my mind. “Cheska…” I muttered, sabay natapik ko ang bibig ko. “W-What?” She was like surprised, ako rin nagulat sa sinabi ko. “C-Cheska?” She repeated. “N-No. I mean, kumain na tayo.” I said tapos nagsimula na akong kumain. What’s happening to me? Cheska. Cheska. Cheska na lang palagi. -- CHESKA’s POV: Hay, before the prom, may retreat pa pala kami after the exams. Nakakatamad na ah. Dami kong aasikasuhin kaya kailangang isantabi ang love life. “So you excited about the Retreat?” Si PJ. Nasa SC room kami, nag aasikaso nanaman ng mga bayarin. “A little. Dami pa nating ginagawa e. Dagdag pa yung exams. Kainis.” I complained. “Ahaha. Take it easy. Gusto mo bang itutor uli kita?” Ngumiti lang ako. “Wag na. Nakakahiya naman sayo.” “It’s all good. Okay lang sakin basta ikaw.” I gulped. “A-Ah… Haha. Pero wag na, abala naman ako masyado.” Ngumiti rin siyang matipid. “Alright then.” Whew. Sigurado kasing hindi na naming kasama sila Kent sa review, ayaw ko makipag 1 on 1. Ayaw ko nang sumagot ng mga awkward questions. Hay. -- It was P.E. class, nakaupo lang ako habang nanunuod sakanila. The boys are all having their warm up, nag iikot ang mga mata ko. Hinahanap ko si Kent. He’s not here. Napatayo ako, baka nasa classroom siya. Umakyat ako sa room. “Kent? You here?” Wala siya. I went inside the room. Malamig, naiwan kasing bukas yung aircon. I sat on my seat, tapos napasulyap ako sa silya ni Kent. His things are all scattered. Alam kong masama makielam, pero aayusin ko lang naman di ba? I arranged it all, then I found the notebook he was writing on awhile ago on the floor. I picked it up and flipped the pages open. Aba, drawing book? Then on the last page. I saw my name. Nagulat ako, kinutkot ko yung mata ko to know if I saw it right, but I heard a raging voice from behind. [i][b]“Don’t touch that!”[/b] [/i]