aw, bat di nalang magpaka-totoo si cheska. update!

Thanks for the repu! [b]♥ 13.2 ♥[/b] We entered our rooms. Hindi siya ganun kalaki, dalawang double decks, so apat kami dito. Dun ako sa taas e. Umakyat ako tapos humiga na muna. I’m tired. Tired mag iisip. I closed my eyes. Wala na ba ‘tong katapusan? -- Naglakad lakad muna ako. The place was good. Parang isang resort. May dalawang pools and isang parang multi-purpose hall. Marami ring kubo sa tabi tabi. Buti pa dito, tahimik lang. “Cheska.” Napalingon ako. Si PJ. I remembered what we talked about, awkward nanaman. “Hey, PJ.” He threw a bottle of soda to me. “Kakain na tayo mamaya.” “Yeah. Nagpapatingin tingin lang ako. Nice place talaga ‘tong napili natin.” We sat down dun sa batong hagdanan. “So… Have you given a thought about what I said…?” I gave a sigh. “I’ve been thinking about it since before. Since your first confession to me, and yet… Wala. Wala akong naresolba.” He suddenly took my hand. “Mahal na mahal kita Cheska.” I bit my lower lip. Matutunaw na ako sa titig niya, and I feel happy, na may taong nagmamahal sakin despite of my imperfection. “I know… I know PJ.” “Then please try me, Cheska.” I sighed for grief and took my hand from him. “I want to be honest, PJ.” I looked at him in the eye. “I only see you… As a friend.” He cleared his throat, then parang napatulala siya sa lapag. “S-Sorry, PJ.” “Ahh… Masakit. I didn’t know it’d hurt this much…” He smiled at me. I feel guilty. It’s like I’m hurting someone really special to me, pero ayoko na ring magsinungaling pa. “Is it Kent?” He suddenly asked. “H-Ha?” “The one you love.” I scoffed, napasulyap ako sakanya. “Y-Yeah…” “I knew it.” “Sorry, PJ.” He grinned at me again. “It’s okay… But it doesn’t mean that I’ve stopped loving you.” “PJ…” “I won’t give up. Lalo na si Chiles at siya…” “Pero PJ—” “Please… Just let me do this. Para naman hindi magmukhang hindi totoo ang nararamdaman ko para sayo. I at least want to prove you how I feel.” I bit my lip again and took a glance of him. “Wag kang mag alala. This is something I decide on my own; I’ll be responsible for the pain.” I guess there’s nothing I can do, pero kasi nakakaguilty… Pero bayaan na nga lang. “O-Okay.” -- Isang buong section per kubo, malaki naman kaya kasya kami lahat for breakfast. Yep, 8 pa lang kasi. Breakfast daw muna. May nahandang lugaw sa mga ayaw ng kanin. May tinapay din. Tinapay at itlog na lang kinuha ko, I don’t feel like eating kasi, I sat down on the seat at kumain mag isa. Kaharap ko lang si Kent. Lugaw yung sakanya. Nagkakasulyapan kaming dalawa, pero bahala na. Hindi ko na lang din kasi pinapansin e. “Bakit yan lang kinakain mo?” He suddenly asked, ewan ko kung ako yung kausap niya, may katabi rin kasi siya e. Di naman siya nakatingin, dedma lang Dedma lang. “Bingi ka ba? Bakit yan lang kinakain mo?” Dun ako napatingin sakanya. “A-Ako ba?” I asked. “Hinde. Hinde ikaw, grabe.” Ang sungit. Banatan ko ‘to e. “Ay hindi ba ako? Pasensya.” I said then I eyed on him. “Ikaw nga, kulit mo.” Inirapan ko. Kanina sinusungitan ako, tapos ngayun. Pfft. What a weirdo. “Kumain ka ng lugaw.” He uttered. “Ayoko. Busog ako.” “Kaya pumapayat ka e.” “Pakielam mo?” Really. Nagtataka ako. Oo alam ko, hindi kami ganito dati. It feels like a lot have changed, hindi ako yung nagbago, pero siya… Di ba? Bigla siyang nagging mataray ang konti, then he becomes sweet, then he becomes flushed red and all. I don’t understand Kent. O_O “Tsk. Ako na nga yung nag aaalala para sayo e.” “Pag aalala bay an. You sound like a father.” A father. Witwew. Memories are returning. “Huy, wag kang malungkot.” “What?” “Ikaw kasi e.” Ewan ko, but it felt like he knew what I felt. Oh yeah, alam niya nga pala ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko. It’s always nice to know that somebody cares noh? -- After eating, yeah. We’ve done a lot of things. Reflection, we were taught about God and all. Medyo natouch din ako, kasi magaling yung speaker namin, medyo nagging busy rin kami ni PJ kasi kami nga yung nag aasikaso sa mga kailangan. Everything went out fine for five hours. 5 pm na, swimming time then at 7:00, kainan na. 8: 30, oras na ulit for activities, yeah, bitin yung swimming, pero okay na rin yun. I changed into my t-shirt. White t-shirt, sa loob may sando ako para hindi bumakat yung babakat, tapos shorts lang. Pasensya na, hindi maganda ang katawan ko sa I have nothing to show off. I looked at my other roommates, yung iba nakabathing suit pa and two piece. Napatingin ako sa sarili ko. Yeah right. “Bakit ganyan lang suot mo Cheska?” Kathleen asked me. “A-Ah? Wala naman akong baong ganyan e.” I said. “Meron pa ako.” She volunteered. Umiling ako. “W-Wag na. Ahaha. Okay na ako dito.” I made face secretly. OMG. Hindi ko maimagine yung sarili ko. We went out secretly. I saw my other batchmates. Lalo akong nanliit. 80% nang mga kayear ko nakaporma din. Di bale, di bale. Hindi ako nag iisa… Kasama ko yung mga taga Math and Science Club. Oo na, I look like a geek. “Cheska.” Napalingon ako, si PJ. Well he was wearing a sando and his Hawaiian shorts. Hunk, kaso nakaeyeglass kasi, sayang. “Nice outfit.” “Pft. Insulto?” I chuckled. “No, you look good.” “I hope so.” “Tara, let’s jump in.” Tumango na lang ako tapos naglakad na kami papunta sa pool. Umupo lang ako sa gilid ng pool, tinabihan ako ni PJ. Then suddenly the other guys were like amazed of something, napatingin kami kung saan sila nakatingin. The pairing Chiles and Kent. OO. NAPAKAsexy ni Chiles. Lalo akong nanlumo. I felt disgusted with myself, parang nahiya ako. Si Kent naman, nakaHawaiian shorts din without a shirt. They look like models. They really look good together. “Ang ganda niya noh.” I muttered. “Yeah.” See? Even PJ. I looked at myself. I’m nothing compared to her. “Don’t feel down.” PJ said. “I was kidding.” Napailing ako. “You really look at your swimwear, trust me.” “You don’t need to comfort me—” Then he suddenly pushed me. “WAHH-!” Tumawa si PJ. “And you look better when you’re wet.” He muttered. Natawa na rin ako habang hinahawi ko yung basing buhok ko. I pulled him down nabasa na rin siya, tapos nagkatawanan kami. -- Naiwan na ako ni PJ, I told him to go to his friends na kasi, I don’t know how to swim kaya andito lang ako sa tabi, eto patampisaw tampisaw. “HUY.” Biglang may tumabi naman sakin, si Kent naman. “What are you doing here?” “Nakaupo, obvious?” Inirapan ko. “You’re FGF is really dazzling.” I praised Chiles. “Pwede ba, tama na nga ang tungkol kay Chiles? I’m getting sick of it.” “Sick of it… Sus.” “I don’t like her anymore. OKAY?” Nagulat ako, tapos napatingin ako sakanya. “What do you… Mean?” He stared at me. [i][b]“She’s not the girl I’m after now.”[/b][/i]

Last edited by gossipgirl03 (2010-05-31 01:57:58)

^ AHAHA~! Oo nga e. Tumblr talaga the best. xDD

hahahah love the update and still i'mcraving for more.

Ha - ha ! I got a feeling na.. Si PJ ang gagawa ng move dahil sobrang love niya si Cheska. Tss. Wala lang. HAHAHA! Chos ko. = ))

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH! Grabe kakilig! Next na!

Kent is after Cheska na! ayiie. excited na ko sa next update!

Nice, bitin. Next na po

huhu.. bigla tuloy ako napasigaw sa last sentence ni kent! nagulat tuloy mga tao.. huhu next next na po. hehe kilig to the bones eh^_^

[quote=gossipgirl03;#3610486;1275285434]“She’s not the girl I’m after now.”[/quote] kc ur after cheska! haha! hapet na ko s update!