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[b]♥ 12. 2 ♥[/b] Nabitawan ko yung notebook sa gulat tapos napalingon, Kent was there. He was flushed red and he rushed to me and took away the notebook. “Why are you touching my things?!” “I-Inayus ko lang naman e…” My heart was thumping faster. I saw it right di ba? My name was written in his notebook. “T-The last page…” “You saw?” I nodded hesitantly. “Why…-?” “Wala. I was just scribbling… I just… Liked your name. That’s all.” I don’t know, pero napapangiti ako. “Bakit… Bakit natutuwa ka?” He asked me na namumula pa rin. “Wala. Nakangiti lang naman ako hindi ako natutuwa ah.” “Anong pinagkaiba nun?” “Pag natutuwa ka, pwedeng hindi ka ngumiti. Pag nakangiti ka, hindi naman palaging masaya ka. Madalas, pantakip yun sa totoong nararamdaman ng tao.” I took a sigh as I remembered how I do these things to myself. As a sacrifice. “…Lalo na kung ayaw mong ipakitang malungkot ka kasi ayaw mong mag alala yung nakapalibot sayo… Or ayaw mong ipakitang malungkot ka sa taong mahal mo kasi natatakot kang malamang wala siyang pakielam sayo.” He leered at me. “A-Ano?” “Why does it seem like you frequently do that?” “Do what?” He crossed his arms and leaned on his seat, not taking his sight off me. “Do that. Yung kunwari masaya ka kasi nakangiti ka, pero hindi naman pala. Bakit ganun, ginagawa mo bay un palagi?” He was serious. Napatungo ako. YEAH. And it was always because of you. “Haha. Hindi naman.” “Don’t lie to me, Cheska. Look at me in the eyes.” Hindi ako makatingin, because at any moment, I might spill the beans and KABOOM! Nobody knows what will happen next. “Cheska, were you always lonely? Ano ba?” “Hinde.” He grabbed my shoulders and I was forced to look at him. “Are you hiding something from me? You were always smiling in front of me, PJ and everybody else, pero may tinatago ka ba? Malungkot ka ba, may problema ba?” “I don’t have a problem. I’m not hiding anything, and I’m fine.” I tried to struggle, sumisikip ang pag kakahawak niya sa mga braso ko. “K-Kent…” “Was there anything… I’ve done?” I bit my lip, I can’t say anything. He can’t know anything about how I feel. I pulled my arm away and I smiled. “Wala. Wala. Anu ka ba?” I laughed out loud. “Eto naman may sinabi lang ako, kung anu-ano nang naiiisip mo. I was just inspired kasi nakapanuod ako ng tv e. Yun lang.” He stared at me again. “Are you sure?” I gulped and I smiled. “O-Oo naman…” “If something happens… Remember that I’m right here. You can tell me anything.” Not anything. Not all my heartbreaks. My feelings. Wala. Wala kang malalaman. “Yeah. Of course.” Gotta change the mood. Baka madala ako. “So bakit nandito ka nga?” I asked him. “May nalimutan lang ako. Skip ako ng P.E. class…” He replied, still up with his serious face. “Ah, kaya pala wala ka.” He grinned. “Hinahanap mo ‘ko?” Umiling ako. “Din uh. Bakit naman kita hahanapin?” I replied sabay tawa. “Well you may not be really looking for me, but I assume you notice my absence which tells us…” “Tells us what?” “I’m important to you.” Napangiti ako ulit, I reddened, I know. “Oo naman. You’ve always been someone important for me.” I told him. Like a friend, kasi I gave a weak punch on his shoulder. “Always take care of yourself… And be happy.” He looked a bit serious, and punched me back. “If you’ll do what you said.” I chuckled. “Bakit ba palagi akong napapasok?” “Because you’re important to me too.” I gulped, tapos napayuko. “Alam ko. You’ve told me that.” “And I’m not done.” I was a bit surprised, napatingin ako sakanya. “Kent…” “I’ll say it again and again as long as I want.” He cleared his throat. “You… You are really important to me Ches. I just can’t seem to show you how I really feel, but believe me.” Then the door opened. “Cheska! Kent!” Napalingon kami. DANG. It’s Sir Tyco. Yari. Yung P.E. Teacher. “S-Sir!” Napatayo kaming dalawa nang tuwid. “You’re skipping class huh?” “N-No Sir! May naiwan lang kami dito…” I explained. “A student from our class ang nagsumbong sakin e. You two, in the office. NOW.” -- We were asked to sign a pink slip. Demerit. Tae. Napakamot ako ng ulo, siya rin. Nasermunan kaming dalawa, lalo na ako. Ako raw kasi yung dapat model student ng mga estudyante, pero anong ginawa ko raw. Lumabas kami ng office na nakasimangot. “Haay. Yari. Wala na yung grade ko sa conduct.” Tumingin ako sakanya. “A-Ano? Wag mong sabihing sinisisi mo ‘ko?” “Sinisisi ba kita? Nakatingin lang ako sayo e.” Badtrip naman. Bigla siyang tumawa. “Pero astig naman e. Experience din ‘to.” “Expi mo mukha mo. Ampuge naman o.” I sighed for grief, siya naman tuwang tuwa pa. Suddenly we saw Chiles and PJ rushing toward us. “Ches!” PJ. “Kent!” Chiles. Nagkatinginan kami ni Kent, exchanged awkward smiles, then looked at those who called us. “Ano, okay ka lang ba?” He asked me, “Oo naman, medyo nasermunan lang ako…” At ayun, he asked a lot of questions, na pinagsasagot ko lang. I made a glance on Kent, na kinukulit din ni Chiles. Bigla siyang tumingin, tapos iniwas ko rin yung tingin ko. Dang. Tapos bigla akong parang natauhan. Isn’t this just right? PJ’s here with me, he has Chiles. Everything is just good. Bakit kaya… Hindi ko na lang din tulungang sumaya si PJ? Para maging okay na ang lahat at wala nang masaktan pang iba. IBA? Sino bang nasasaktan? Ako lang naman e. At ayaw ko nang pati si PJ masama pa. I looked at him in the eye. He looked at me too. “Cheska, you okay?” He’s a great friend. Pag kailangan ko siya dumarating siya. He deserves to be happy. “Thank you… PJ.” I uttered and gave him a warm smile. I won’t disappoint him, para maging okay na talaga si Kent at Chiles na rin. It’s alright with me, Masaya naman ako kay PJ. His company isn’t boring… It’s just that I consider him just as a friend. But maybe, I’ll learn to love him, right? RIGHT? -- Inaayos ko na yung gamit ko sa bag for retreat. Aakyat kami ng Batangas. Excited rin ako, kasi overnight siya e. Ngayon yung mga third year, tapos kami nga yung bukas. I wonder kung nag aayos na rin si Kent. Probably not. Baka nag sa soundtrip lang yun ngayon. Kumakain? Naliligo? Tulog? Hayy. Bakit ko ba siya inaaalala? Ano ba Cheska, you’ve had enough dib a? Di ba usapan natin titigil ka na sa kagagahan mo? Then my phone suddenly received a message. ‘Call me Cheska.’ – PJ Alright. Nakasuperunli ako. “Hello. PJ?” “Ches. I… I’ve been disturbed. Pasensya na sa istorbo, pero hindi ko na kaya pang magi sip nang magi sip kasi pag tinuloy ko… Baka sumabog na ang utak ko.” I gulped. “What’s the problem?” [i][b]“I love you Cheska. So much, that it hurts.” [/b][/i]

tae naman o.. my kent na xa noh. hai. update na poh.

awwww , wawa aman c PJ .. hais , update n po ..

omg. tsk. next naaa.

Heeeeeeeee. Ano kaiang isasagot ni Ches? Meeen! Haha.

PJ wag ka na. hahaha. jk.

whoa! next naa )))

Ano naman kaya ang sasagutin ni cheska? Update!

waaahhh,.. nicenupdates.. kawawa naman si PJ..