[color=#FF66cc] I've always been a good child, since my younger days and until now that i already have my own family. though admittedly most of the times then I feel that i am unwanted in the family. I have 3 sisters and 2 brothers, I am 2nd to the youngest. every year my mom would go up on the stage to pin my medal (I am a consistent 1st honor from elemenatry-high school) and yet, i still don't feel my worth to them. I don't remember dis obeying my parents up to this date. Well one thing is because they never asked me to do anything wrong, I was blessed to have a good parents. they raised us well, they strived hard to give us good education, moulded us to be a GOD fearing individual. Time came when I have to worked with my dad and my mom in one company (abroad). I was so hesitant then. I was in my 20's, I don't know how to deal with them, simply because I was never very closed to them. Not knowing this would be a great blessing for me. well I won't make this story long (I"m afraid i'm getting you bored), 6 years of working together with them was the happiest moment i had with them. 6 years of being together with my parents minus my siblings gave me a chance to prove my worth to them, and I did, I was able to built a strong and close relationship with my parents during this times, closeness that we continue to share up to this moment. I was wrong to think that they love me less, It was just I who never made an effort to be close to them.[/color] [spoiler][color=#FF66cc]I may not be the child my parents wanted me to be, but I know I was able to make them proud of me...[/spoiler][/color]