[b]I want to close the gap between me and Kuya Guile.. even though we are okay now..we are chatting..etc.. i still owe a public apology.. well i am really really sorry because i disrepected you..i was so stupid.. i have so many foolish actions... and i think ate bel's right..i should think first before acting.. grrrrr... oh God! i want to change my pathetic life.. and also i want to close the "gap" between me and the member that i really don't want to mention her name.. i already said sorry to you..and yeah..we are okay..but still not okay.. there is still this gap..as in huge gap between us.. well..i think you are right..i have to face the consequences of my actions.. i just didn't know what am I doing before.. well.. i finally realized them all when you gave me a pm.. Gosh! i want to change my life!..as in i badly needed to.. [/b]