I confess, again I run from school. I felt that meeting is unimportant. meeting is the holiday killer. GAH. come'on, holiday almost over, so I want to spend my holiday with having fun. I spent a lot of money today for shopping. seriously, I enjoyed it, but in other side, I don't. why? because I think, I spent too much money. my parents money. uuh, I feel sorry bout that I feel so sorry to my senior, and friends who always warn me to attend the meeting but I don't. I afraid they hate me, and stay away from me I so envy with my friends who have boyfriend. seriously, I felt like I alone when they spent their time with their boyfriend. It feels like, the forget about me. But, in other side, I'm happy because I saw my avatar in featured member, also, SPAIN WON! Wuhu~ (football freak) ups, sorry OOT