I confess; I've lost my trust to some people and I don`t know how to be okay. But I am trying to hold these tears. And, I don`t know how to celebrate the Golden Jubilee of SSAM tomorrow. And I hate it, while sewing using the sewing machine. I accidentally sewed / inserted my finger that caused the needle to break. Then, I pulled it up. the blood started to fall down. And I had a bad time 'cause it really hurts. And now, ugh. I don`t feel.. It's good that my ex-boyfriend talked to me and comforting me. (: Also my close friend at summer classes. Also Brye. >: D< I wish these people won`t break my trust. \: DDD/ And i`m trying my best to not cry.