I confess, - I`m so excited that I did slept around 2am last night because I will be the next coach of the swimming team. - I`m so hyper like hell when it was lunch time. We stayed at the classroom and we played "Luksong Tinik" and "Pick-and-Split".. We're going back to our childhood times. And, I rolled over the floor. Laughed. Jumped up and down, laughed, act crazy, messed my hair and like acting stupid. I was the loudest girl at the classroom. And we had the large space 'cause they moved all the chairs at the back. \: DDD/ - I was so excited to go to my former school and be told by my former coach about what will i do at Sunday. I will be handling around.. 20 students for Milo Clinic. - I saw my foster-parent awhile ago. And I was like, ohmygosh. He was my crush when I was in grade six. Haha. That's why I asked him to be my foster parent. :-JJJ Then, he still knows me. :""""> - I saw my ex. He was more handsome than before. He was stalking me whenever I go at the Gymnasium. And he asked me if I am taken or single. I told him, I am single. Then, he asked me.. "[i]Pwede bang ipagpatuloy ang dati natin?[/i]" I answered him that i`ll think about it. I don`t think I need someone now. Like a boyfriend or whatever. I mean, I don`t think I need a relationship right now. And he was... Okay. If ever I answered him with a 'YES', It's a long distance relationship. :\ And I need to focus on my studies, first. :\ I don`t think so I can do it. :\ - I miss being cuddled. Being kissed by the one I love. :'( My last kiss was like.. 040710 ago. :\ And.. "Ugh... I don`t want to take a relationship just for that. :'( - I saw my other ex. With his new girlfriend who was my former bestfriend. He was the one I two-timed last 2 years. :'( And yet, I regret it. :'( And, I remember his promise.. That he will court me again when we're on the second year level. But, I don`t think he'll court me. :'( He's with his Yats. :'( I don`t know if i`m still inlove with him or whatever. It's like, I feel like <////////3 when I saw them, holding hands. :'( 'Cause, when it was our days.. He didn`t made anything to show his love to me. :'( I wish I can talk to him. I wish he saw me. I wish I didn`t saw that scenario. :'( - I`m still </////3. But yet, happy with the things that are coming up on my way. i knew my friends are there to support me. - I`ll be taking UPCAT this October. And, I need to study. Seriously. I want to go in UP. Eventhough, my dad allowed me to go in Ateneo. Idk, why. :') - I must make a swimming outline for the training this Sunday. Okay! - Coach Kristel doesn't really sounds good. :\\\\\\