[spoiler]I confess, being a third year student made me realize to be more serious in life and do the things that i should be doing. I realized that i'm not a kid anymore who can gag all the way and run from there to the other side. My eyes are slightly open to the real world. The world that is full of troubles, lust, greed and so much more. What I can't get is the way i think and the way i handle things. It is as if i'm here on earth to study and pass all the exams, quizzes, seat works, etc. But the real thing that bothers my mind is, when you fall in love with some one for the very first time, why should you feel like longing for another person that will treat you special even if you already know deep inside your heart that the only person you want is that some one. Okay this become freakin' confusing. I confess that I really hate the feeling that when you thought that you're special to some one, but the fact is, he's just doing that or letting you feel you're important for some flirting purposes. I don't know why boys need to flirt with girls even if they have a so called "one love." If they love the girl they want, why not stick with the girl forever and DO NOT let other girls feel that they are special they are really not. I confess that i really need to study study study to get high grades. I'll do my best to be an achiever goodluck for my self. [i]excuse my grammar, spellings, etc. that's what you called "style"[/i] [/spoiler]