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.,Chapter XIV
"Hi.. Ma."
Naglakad ako papunta kay Mommy and hinug ko. No choice e.
Hindi ko pa rin tinitingnan si JJ. Lalo lang akong masasaktan..
"Sige, bye." Aalis na sana ako ng tinawag ako ni Mama.
"Takte." I whispered to myself.
"Sit down, Darren! Sit down!"
Napabuntung hininga ako at umupo.
"What?" I asked. Nakaupo ako sa couch na katapat ng inuupuan nila Kurt, JJ at Mama. I notice JJ glancing at me, pero wala na. Alam ko na nagi guilty siya.. Pero.. I'm hurt too much. I have nothing to tell her anymore.
"Well, actually, there's this party in a hotel. In Makati, and..."
"And?"
"I would like everyone to come."
"Yun lang?" I asked again.
"Darren, let her finish." suway ni Kurt.
Tsk. Paki niya ba?
"There are good people from different good families and I was planning to introduce you to them."
"WHAT?" Nasabi naming tatlo.
"Well.. Napansin ko kasing wala kayong mga girlfriends or boyfriends kaya kung wala kayong mahanap, this will be a good opportunity!"
NO WAY.
"No, Ma. Ayoko nga. I don't need to have one. Besides, marami diyan, di ko kailangang umattend pa sa mga panget na parties na yan." I said.
"Darren.."
"I.. I think he's right..." Kurt added.
Sus. Siyempre! May gusto ka din kay JJ e!!
"Kurt, Darren, alam ko na di kayo mahilig sa mga bagay na ganito, pero-"
"No Ma, I won't."
I silently glanced at JJ. Mukhang nag iisip siya ng mabuti ah. Hay nako.
"I don't plan on going there Ma, kahit nandun pa si Paris Hilton." I added.
"I don't want to, either."
Huminga nang malalim si Mama.
"Fine! How about you, JJ?"
Napatingin kami kay JJ.
"Okay po. Pupunta ako."
Nashock ako dun.
"What? Bakit?" tanong ni Kurt.
"Kasi.. Kasi... Mama's right... Kailangan ko nang makakita ng taong.. Dapat sakin.."
AWW.
That hurt.
"Are you serious? Talaga bang gusto mo? O gusto mo lang makapanakit ng iba?"
I said.
No way.
Nasabi ko yun?!
Damn it!
Nakatingin siya sakin..
"Darren, what do you mean?" Mom asked.
"Wala, wala." I said.
"Fine, I'm going." Kurt suddenly said.
"Great! Great!" Mom said.
"How 'bout you, Darren?"
Ano pa nga ba?
"Oo na. Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko?"
I saw JJ smile.
I scratched my head.
Kahit na ba masakit pa rin para sakin yung mga nangyayari, ano pa nga bang magagawa ko? Mahal ko pa rin siya e. I still need to see kung may taong babagay sakanya dun.
[b]JJ'S POV:[/b]
"There are good people from different good families and I was planning to introduce you to them."
"WHAT?" Nasabi naming tatlo nila Darren e.
"Well.. Napansin ko kasing wala kayong mga girlfriends or boyfriends kaya kung wala kayong mahanap, this will be a good opportunity!"
Ha?
"No, Ma. Ayoko nga. I don't need to have one. Besides, marami diyan, di ko kailangang umattend pa sa mga panget na parties na yan." Darren said.
"Darren.." Mom said.
"I.. I think he's right..." Kurt added.
Hmm... Bakit ayaw nila?
"Kurt, Darren, alam ko na di kayo mahilig sa mga bagay na ganito, pero-"
"No Ma, I won't." sabi nanaman ni Darren.
Talagang ayaw niya.
Pero... I think, this will be right. Okay lang siguro di ba..?
"I don't plan on going there Ma, kahit nandun pa si Paris Hilton." Darren said again.
"I don't want to, either." Kurt ulet.
Huminga nang malalim si Mama.
"Fine! How about you, JJ?"
Hmm... What should I say?
Sa tingin ko, okay lang naman di ba? Malay namin dun kami makakita ng tamang mga tao para samin... Para... Para makahanap na si Darren..
"Okay po. Pupunta ako." I answered.
He looked surprised.
"What? Bakit?" tanong ni Kurt.
"Kasi.. Kasi... Mama's right... Kailangan ko nang makakita ng taong.. Dapat sakin.." I said.
"Are you serious? Talaga bang gusto mo? O gusto mo lang makapanakit ng iba?"
Si Darren... Alam kong nasasaktan ko pa rin siya, pero para din naman samin 'to di ba..
"Darren, what do you mean?" Mom asked.
"Wala, wala." he said.
"Fine, I'm going." Kurt suddenly said.
"Great! Great!" Mom said.
"How 'bout you, Darren?"
I hope he will.
"Oo na. Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko?"
I smiled.
I'm glad he'll come. Sana maka meet siya run ng para sakanya... At pati sana ako..
--..--..--..--..
I was on the garden, seating on the steel chairs.
I was deeply thinking about Darren. What should I do? Tama pa ba yung ginagawa ko? Did I hurt him so much? Was I right? Darn it! I need answers to my questions!
Umupo bigla si Kurt sa tabi ko kaya medyo nagulat ako.
"Kurt!" I uttered.
"You seemed really surprised." He told me as he looked at me.
Napayuko ako.
"Not really..."
"So, I was just wondering, bakit mo gusto mong sumama sa party na yun..?" he asked me.
"Ah.. Yun ba..? Wala lang... Trip ko lang.. Ikaw rin naman sasama di ba..?"
"Yeah. And that's because of you."
"Dahil sakin?"
"Yeah. I'm worried, ano bang nangyari dito during my absence?"
Napabuntung hininga ako.
"Nothing, nothing big actually happened.. It's just... You know..."
"Now that you said that, you just made me more determined na meron ngang nangyari. Sabihin mo sakin."
"Wala.. Wala Kurt. Don't worry about me. I'm just fine with-"
I was surprised nung bigla akong niyakap ni Kurt. Siyempre nag blush ako pero hindi ko maintindihan e.
"Ah.. Kurt..? Bakit-"
"You can't avoid youself from worrying if you like that person.. Can you..?"
?
Di ko maget.
"Ah.. Ganun pala yun.. Ah.. Kurt-" I tried to pull myself away pero...He hugged me even more tighter.
"Don't you get it..?"
"No..?" I answered.
He put his mouth near my ears and whispered.
"Mahal kita."
Nagblush ako, pero I still kept myself steady.
"Ah, ako rin... Mahal rin kita."
"You don't understand. Mahal kita gaya ng pagmamahal sayo ni Darren. Not as sibling."
"W-What.."
"I'm sure na umamin na sayo si Darren about his feelings for you kaya okay na rin siguro kung aamin ako.. Di ba..?"
I pushed Kurt.
"Lianne.."
"S-Since when..?" I asked.
"Since the day Mom introduced you to us."
I was surprised. Ganun katagal?
"I was captivated by your smile.. I was mesmerized. I fall for you each day..."
"Pero.. Pero magkakapatid tayo.. Hindi pwede!"
"We're not. Hindi. Never.. Darren and I know what each other feels for you, so we never treated you as a sister."
"Bakit? Bakit ba kayo ganyan? Lalo niyo lang pinalalala ang sitwasyon... I... I don't want to be a disappointment to Mommy Kate so.. So hindi pwede!"
I stood up and ran away.
"Lianne!"
I entered the living room and bumped Darren.
"JJ.."
"S-Sorry.."
I rushed upstairs.
"Lianne!" Kurt called for me, but I did not look back.
[b]
DARREN'S POV:[/b]
"Lianne!" Kurt called for her, he tried passing me but I blocked him.
"Anong nangyari?" I asked him.
"You've got nothing to do with it-"
"Everything that concerns her has something to do with me!"
Natahimik kaming dalawa.
"I told her I love her."
"Ano?" I asked.
"Bakit? Is it only you who has the right to tell her the feelings?"
"Hindi.. O-Okay lang... It doesn't matter to me anymore... Your feelings... And mine..."
I walked away.
"Darren..?"
I walked away.
It's true.
Wala na namang kwenta e. Basta ang mahalaga sakin, ang gusto ni JJ. Kung gusto na lang niya na hanggang magkapatid na lang kami, then so be it.
[b]
Even if it's like stabbing my heart a million times.[/b]
Last edited by gossipgirl03 (2009-01-01 21:49:00)