aja mischa at least blake is still there o comforting you si blair na almost perfect siya ang kayang mag-twist ng mundo nilang dalawa sigh update

haay ang haba ng chapter 4 basahin ko nalang next time. ayn tpos na.so update na po

Last edited by ino24 (2010-04-11 00:51:21)

[b]CHAPTER FIVE[/b] Naglalakad kami ni Blake sa hallway. That was after that stupid scene I made. Nung malapit na kami sa room, he stopped walking and faced me. "So.. Mischa, bakit ka nga ba umiiyak kanina?" OMG. This is the part that I hated the most - when people ask me about my feelings. It's disgusting. I looked down. "K-kase, Blake.." Before I could finish the sentence, a tear fell. I tried to stop it, I swear! But anyway, ano pa nga bang magagawa ko? "H-hey.." he said and moved toward me so he can wipe the tears. I stopped his hand. So for some seconds there, we were holding hands and looking straight at each others' eyes. Pero nauna na akong nagbawi ng tingin. At kamay, of course. "Masyadong mababaw. Baka nga pagtawanan mo lang ako eh." Kinuha ko yung panyo ko and started wiping my own tears. "I'd never do that, alam mo yun." I looked him in the eye and said, "Kase, Blake.. N-nakalimutan kong may test pala kami ngayon sa Physics. At di ako nakapagreview." Ok, that was lame. But so what? Of course I couldn't tell him that I was crying because he's over me, DUH! He looked at me like he was about to laugh, but he didn't. "Mish.. Wala naman si Ma'am Bennett ngayon. May sakit siya kaya ok lang na hindi ka nakapagreview." he smiled. Oh. shut up, Blake! That same smile made me fall for you so shut upppppp! Hindi ko na alam yung sasabihin ko. Hindi ko din alam anung pumasok sa utak ko but then, suddenly, I hugged him. Wala namang tao nun eh. Siguradong nasa gym sila dahil nagpapractice ngayon ang varsity para sa nalalapit na game. Varsity nga pala si Blake, eh ba't siya nandito? Uhh, whatever. It felt so good, really. But then, I realized that it was time to set him free and move on. By the time I realized that thought, I let him go and walked away. [b]BLAKE'S POV[/b] Alam kong she lied. Alam kong may ibang dahilan ang mga luhang 'yon. And they're certainly not because of a pop quiz. I've seen her cry dahil sa low scores but not like this. There was something in her eye that I wanted to understand. But I guess I wasn't capable to do that. Pinanood ko siya habang palayo siya nang palayo. Hanggang sa hindi ko na siya makita. Then I smiled and headed for the gym. [hr] "Where the hell have you been? Kanina ka pa hinahanap ni Coach! Gusto mo bang malagot na naman?" That was Drake, my boy bestfriend. "Chill, dude. Tara, game na." Kumuha ako ng isang bola and then sh-in-oot ko. And na-shoot naman. Syempre, dapat lang. Kundi mawawalan ng kwenta pagiging star player ko. Then I heard a clapping. I turned around to see who it was. "I didn't know you played hoops." kumuha siya ng bola at sh-in-oot iyon, effortlessly excellent. "I do. too." she smiled. "What are you doing here, Blair?" I asked her. "Just visiting. Wala kasi akong magawa sa bahay. Tapos na ba ang classes mo? Can you tour me around the metro?" Her eyes were shimmering. She smiled in anticipation. "You see, Blair, nagpapractice pa kasi kami." "It's okay, I can wait." she smiled again. And it seemed that she had no plans on dropping the subject. "Martinez! Kanina pa kita hinahanap!" I heard Coach. And mukhang hindi masyadong maganda ang timpla niya ngayon. "Sige ha.." I smiled awkwardly to Blair. I was about to turn around, but then.. "Wait." she said and kissed me on the cheek. I was stunned. "Just something to cheer you up." she smiled and walked to the bleachers. "Martinez!" Nang bumalik ako sa earth, agad akong tumakbo papunta kay Coach. Sandamakmak na sermon ang inabot ko kay Coach. Pero wala dun ang isip ko. Once in a while, I took a glimpse kung nasa'n si Blair. And sa bawat pagtingin ko sa kanya, she just smiled with so much life. Which made me more confused. Naalala ko si Mischa. I remembered the look in her eyes when she cried. And then I remembered Blair's smiles. And then I wondered.. [i]Maybe I should give it a try.[/i] [hr] After ng practice, I showered and then dumiretso ako kay Blair. "Sorry for keeping you waiting." I said as she stood up. "It's okay. Ikaw pala ang star player?" I smiled awkwardly. "Uh, y-yeah." "That's so cool." she chuckled. "So.. let's go?" I held out my hand. She smiled and took my hand. "Let's go." [b]MISCHA'S POV[/b] "Hello?" I answered my phone. Nasa room pa ako eh. Naglilinis. Nag-aayos ng mga gamit-gamit. Ewan ko ba't ko yun ginagawa. Naghahanap lang ng pagkaka-busy-han. "Mish, asan ka?" That was Tyler nga pala. CHecking up on me, I guess. "Sa room pa, baket?" "Ba't di ka pa umuuwi?" "Naglilinis pa ako, baket ba?" "Susunduin kita diyan. Wag kang aalis. Bye." "Hin-" he hung up on me. [i]Nice.[/i] Nilapag ko sa teacher's table yung phone ko. Then umupo ako dun sa table. Look, I know it's a table pero walang basagan ng trip, ok? At habang pinagmamasdan ko yung room, something flashed on my mind. [i]"Bastusan na lang o?" I said to Blake. E paano ba naman, nagwawalis ako ng room tapos pumasok siya with his shoes uber dumi. Papansin talaga 'to. "Aba, ang prinsesa, naglillinis." she went to me and held my waist. "Nasabi ko na bang hindi mo bagay?" he kissed me sa forehead. "Oh, shut up. Hindi naman ako maglilinis dito kundi dahil sa'yo." I pushed him away. "Bakit? anung ginawa ko?" he said playing innocent. I looked at him as if I wanted to throw him out of the room with my bare hands. "Okay, chill, Mish. Ginawa ko lang yun para naman masarili kita after school." he reasoned out. "Huwag mo nga akong idaan sa mga paganyan-ganyan mo." E pano ba naman? Kinalatan niya nang bonggang-bongga yung room tapos sinulat sa board, "I'm home, Mischa!". Kaya naman napagalitan ako sa adviser namin at pinalinis niya sa akin yung buong room. "It's true, believe me, Mish." "Whatever." I said and continued sweeping the floor. "I missed you." Kagagaling lang kasi niya sa Europe. Sinama siya dun ng dad niya for some reason. He hugged me. I gave in. I hugged him back. "I missed you, too."[/i] "Hey, Mish!" Nun ko lang napansin na nakatulala pala ako. Nasa pinto na si Tyler. "Tyler!" I tried to smile. But failed. "Anong problema?" He walked to me with that worried face he always wears everytime he sees me not smiling. Take note, I was just not smiling, just a straight face. But on reflex, I jumped to him and hugged him. I don't know, I guess I was just too glad that he was still there for me. No matter how many times I've rejected him. No matter how much, I know, I hurt him. He's been so patient to me. And he's overqualified for my love, I know. "Hey.. What happened?" he asked worriedly. I broke off the hug and smiled at him. "Nothing. I'm just happy you're here." I guess, oras na para gumising sa katotohanang hindi na babalik si Blake. I guess I just have to live with what's in front of me. To stop looking back and start moving forward. [i]It won't hurt to try. I guess.[/i]

wee.. update na michs! dali.. )

gantihan ba yan or whut? update na [spoiler]patapos na ang summer![/spoiler]

ay, si sara lang pala ang dahilan. dapat true cla sa nararamdaman nila sa isa't isa.

yeah. pareho lng nagsasakitan ah? hha. nkow, si sara, panira. neext na

wait. gonna read it first -- waaa!! ayyiiee.. kilig to the nerves!! haha UPDATE na po!

Last edited by yhentot (2010-05-13 23:55:43)

hala, makikita sila ng parent nya, i think? tapos yun na, update again

[b]CHAPTER EIGHT[/b] "Scam!" Si Coleen. Hayy, Monday na naman. Nasa hallway ako, naglalakad papunta sa room. Hinarap ko siya tapos biglang parang na-shock siya na ewan. "Ba't ang pangit mo?!" she squealed. "Thanks, Col." I said nang walang gana then turned around to walk again. Panu ba naman, tama bang ipagkalandakang pangit ako?! Pinagtinginan pa tuloy kami ng mga tao dun. At sa mga muka nila, parang nag-agree pa nga sila sa sinabi ni Col e. "Hindi nga, anu ngang nangyare at ganyan itsura mo? Wala ka yatang tulog e? Ang laki ng eye bags mo. Ampangit mo talaga!" she squealed ULET. "Pwede bang wag mo nang ipagkalandakan sa mga tao ang kapangitan ko? Nakakasira ka talaga ng reputasyon." Pumasok na ako sa room. "Ay, ou nga pala, may reputasyon ka nga pala.. And speaking of reputation, kumusta naman ang reputasyon sayo ni Tyler? Mukang naka-1 point na sya eh." She teased. "Shut up." I whispered tapos I rested my head on the table at tinakpan yung muka ko para naman hindi na sitahin ni Col kapangitan ko. :< "Pero, wait, so kayo na?" she asked in so much anticipation. "Hinde." I said habang nakaano pa dn sa table ko. "E ba't kayo nagkiss?" "COL!" I yelled to her face na. Tumingin yung tatlong classmates namin na nandun na. Geeks naman silang lahat e. So I don't think nakikinig sila sa pag-uusap nmen. More like tumingin sila sa min dahil istorbo kami sa pag-aaral nila. "Ooops. Chill, Scam. Reputation mo." she grinned. "Hindi nga, baket?" "It was an accident, ok? Just drop it." I rolled my eyes. "E ba't ganyan itsura mo?" "E kasi naman e.. Si.. Si Blake." I whispered. "Hello sunshine!" Si Tyler. Kakadating lang niya. He sat sa tabi ko. Sa left side. Sa right side naman, si Col. "Nice ah, kung makalapit ka sa bestfriend ko, parang wala kayong scandal." Baliw talaga tong Coleen na 'to! "Col!" "Ok lang, Mish." Tyler smiled. Si Coleen naman, ayun, nagpapakamaldita and rolled her eyes. Hindi ko alam anung sumapi sa kn, bigla ko na lang hinablot kamay ni Tyler and the next thing I knew, nasa rooftop na kami ng building nmen.. "Tyler. There's something I need to tell you." "Yeah?" "Look, yung nangyari sa Music Room.." I trailed off. Ang hirap namang sabihin! "Mish.." he smiled sadly. "Wala na ba talaga akong pag-asa kahit kelan? Kahit konti?" I looked down. I can't even look at him! Darn this moment! "I'm so sorry, Tyler." I can hear him holding back the sobs. At super nakaka-guilty. "Ang tagal tagal, Mish, ang tagal-tagal.." This time, naririnig ko na talaga na umiiyak siya. At hindi ko na rin mapigilang umiyak! "Ang tagal tagal, kaya ang sakit sakit.. Kaya ang hirap-hirap tanggapin." Suddenly, he kissed me on the forehead tapos umalis na siya. I didn't even have the guts to turn around and watch him go. Kase ngayon, sigurado na ako.. Mwawala na siya nang tuluyan sa buhay ko.. No more Tyler Pascual. No more. I looked up. [i]Goodbye, Tyler. I'll miss you..[/i] [b]BLAKE'S POV[/b] Papunta na ako sa room. Himala yata. Maaga ako ngayon? Waha. Aaminin ko, medyo inspired ako dahil sa nangyari nung alam nyo na, ewan ko ba. Parang ang laki ng epekto sa kin ng 10 seconds na yun. Biglang nasira yung mood ko nung nakita ko si Mish. Originally, gaganda yung araw ko e. Pero nung nakita kong hila-hila nya si Tyler, wala naa. Sirang sira na talaga. Di man nga nya ako tiningnan e. Papunta yata sila sa rooftop. Susundan ko baaa? Hinde, wag. Sige na, Sundan mo na! Wag, msasaktan ka lang! Sundan mo na, malay mo naman! sige na nga! AT KELAN PA KO NGING CHISMOSO? at tama nga, sa rooftop nga ang tuloy nila. Nagtago ako nang maigi para di nila ako makita. Tapos nagsimula na silang mag-usap. "Tyler. There's something I need to tell you." Si Mish. "Yeah?" "Look, yung nangyari sa Music Room.." "Mish.. Wala na ba talaga akong pag-asa kahit kelan? Kahit konti?" "I'm so sorry, Tyler." DID I HEAR THAT ONE RIGHT?! WOOHOO! YES! YES! Halos mapatalon ako sa tuwa. Pero parang gusto kong batukan yung sarili ko nung nagsalita uli si Tyler. "Ang tagal tagal, Mish, ang tagal-tagal.." Umiiyak na sila. Silang dalawa. At nakakakonsensyang mging masaya habang sila, umiiyak. Iyak na din ba ako? Hinde noh. Ako? Iiyak? Dream on! "Ang tagal tagal, kaya ang sakit sakit.. Kaya ang hirap-hirap tanggapin." Urrgghh, ang sama sama ko yata! Nakita ko pang hinalikan ni Tyler sa forehead si Mish. Hinayaan ko na. Last na rin nman siguro yun diba? Tapos umalis na si Tyler. Napapano ba ako? Hindi na kami ni Mish, so anung karapatan ko nga pala? Sampal sa muka yung realization na yun. I watched Mischa as she kept on crying. Kahit gustung-gusto ko, hindi ko sya pwedeng lapitan. Hindi na katulad ng dati e. Hindi na ganun.. Tahimik na lumabas ako ng rooftop, making sure that I wouldn't disturb her solitary moment. [hr] [b]MISCHA'S POV[/b] "Ano 'to, Dad?" Nasa library kami sa bahay. He just gave me paperworks, books, and whatevers. "Pag-aralan mo yan lahat. Next week, you're gonna have a deal to close." he said without even looking at me. He was busy with his laptop. "What, Dad? Anong deal?" My gosh naman. Padalos-dalos naman si ama. Don't tell me, OMG. Di ko kaya 'to! "Our company have decided to enter the world of fashion. Clothes, accessories.. that stuff. And also, you will be the one to handle that business. It'll be your training ground." WTH? Hello! A HIGH SCHOOL senior student here! How can I possibly be able to manage a business like that? "Dad, are you kidding me? This is one big project and you're gonna let me take care of it? Gusto mo bang masayang lahat ng iiinvest mo sa business na 'to? I'm only sixteen!" I squealed. But he didn't budge. He didn't seem to care and he seemed really serious about this thing. "Dad, come on! I cannot handle this, ok?" Instead of arguing with me, kinuha niya yung phone niya and called somebody. "Come on in." I heard him say. Suddenly, bumakas yung pinto and some tall, gorgeous man walked in. He's really gorgeous, ok? Let's not sweat it. "Good morning, Sir, Miss." He politely said. I raised an eyebrow. "This is Kester Vanderbilt. Siya ang magtetrain sa'yo. Be good. Don't be stubborn. Now go. I've got lots of work to do. Kester, ikaw nang bahala sa kanya." my dad said without, again, looking at us. "Dad, you can't do this. It's not fair. I'm not capable of this-" "Mischa Monteverde." this time, dad looked at me, straight in the eye. "Go." With that, there was nothing more for me to say. I followed the Kester-guy out. Tumuloy siya sa living room. Sumunod lang ako. Wow, feel na feel at home. Last time I checked, ako ang nakatira dito ah? Tumayo siya sa harap ng center table habang hinihintay akong makadating dun. "S-sit down." I said. He sat naman. I sat opposite him. "So.. I'm Kester Vanderbilt. And I will be training you to make sure that you will be prepared enough to close a multi-million-peso deal." He said, tuloy-tuloy. As in, walang paligoy-ligoy-- STRAIGHT! "W-woah, wait. I don't understand. Bakit ako?" I sat straight. "Well, I only follow instructions. At yun ang instructions ng daddy mo kaya yun ang susundin ko." Anu 'to, robot? Disgusting. Nakaka-turn off ahh. Wala man lang akong maisagot! "So we'll start tomorrow. Goodbye, for now." he smiled na uber tipid. I was left in AWEEEE. Ang gwapo niya, seriously. Kaso, sayang siya. Msyadong stiff. Tss.. Kester huh. [hr] [b]THE LAST SONG[/b]. Perfect! Nasa library ako. Kanina ko pa hinahanap 'tong librong 'to para basahin. Tuesday na nga pala ahh. Three hours pa kasi bago yung next subject. Bakit three hours? Buh malay ko sa kanila. Hindi na ko nakiusyoso, dumiretso na ko dito. Si Coleen kse, wala nmang hilig sa mga ganitong lugar. I bet pupunta sya sa room nina Drake. Ewan ko ba sa dalawang yun. Halata namang sila na, ayaw pang umamin e. Basta ako, iiwan ko na muna sa labas ng library lahat ng problema ko. Si Blake, Si Tyler, at.. Yun lang yata e? E ba't ang bigat-bigat ng pakiramdam ko? Whatever! FYI. Si Tyler? Hindi siya pumasok. Sabi ni Coleen, bigyan ko daw ng space at hayaan na munang maka-get over. Kaya di ko siya tinext or tinawagan kung ba't di siya pumasok. Pumunta ako dun sa pinakalikod na part nung library. Wala kasing masyadong pumupunta dun. Mga oldies yung mga books na nandun eh. Ayon. Umupo ako dun. Nakasandal sa wall. Then kinuha ko sa bulsa ko yung iPOD ko. Pumipili na 'ko ng kanta nang biglang- "Finally." Somebody snatched my iPOD! "H-hey!" When I looked up, OH. "Been looking for you. I didn't know you love hiding out in dusty places." "Mr. Vanderbilt, what are you doing here?" I stood up. "'Kester'. Just call me 'Kester'." "Anu ngang ginagawa mo dito?" "First day ng training mo, Ms. Monteverde." Oh, shoot! Ou nga pala! "Ba't ang bilis naman?" "If my memory serves me right, which I'm quite sure it does, I reminded you yesterday." "Pero-" "You have a three-hour break, right? That'd be enough for your first day. Please follow me." Darn it! Anu ba 'to! Nabulilyaso pagbabasa ko. :< I followed him. At grbe, ang bilis niyang maglakad! "W-wait!" I already ran kase sobrang layo na nang pagitan nmen. This is the reason why I hate business people! Ambibilis maglakad! [hr] "Look, wala akong naiintindihan sa binabasa ko." Nasa garden kami ng school. Kung anu-anong pinapabasa niya sa kin eh, wala namang pumapasok sa ulo ko kase masyado pang baby utak ko para sa mga ganitong bagay! "I told you to ask me kapag may hindi ka naiintindihan, diba?" he paused doing whatever he's doing in his laptop and looked at me. Lumapit siya sa kin tapos tinanong niya kung anong hindi ko naiintindihan. With so much irritation, tinuro ko yung part na di ko magets. Actually, halos lahat di ko magets. Pero napaka-patient naman niyang mag-explain at uber mas madaling intindihin habang ineexplain niya kaysa kapag nagbabasa lang. "Teacher ka dati noh?" I asked out of the blue. GOSHH!! Anu ba namang pinagtatanong ko! "What?" he raised his eyebrow. Halatang pagod na siya. Inalis na nga niya yung necktie niya e. Gwapo talaga! "Uhh, nothing, nothing." I smiled. "Ayaw mo bang magpahinga muna? Pagod ka na eh." "No. We still have an hour. So, as I was saying-" Mag-eexplain na sana siya ulet but I stopped him. "Come on. Kahit mas matanda ka sa kin, I'm still the boss, ok? You rest, and that's a command." "NO-" "Mr. Vanderbilt." I said with all the authority na nahigop ko sa loob-looban ko. Good thing he did shut up. Kinuha ko yung bag ko and kinalkal. Nilabas ko yung maliit na pillow na lagi kong dala. Bigay yun ni Blake, actually. Hindi kasi ako naglilinis ng bag kaya naman andun pa rin yun. (WEH?) Whatever! "Here." I smiled sweetly. "You have a pillow?" He raised his eyebrow. "In your bag? You planned this, didn't you?" "Of course not! Lagi ko talagang dala yan noh. Tulog ka na nga dyan. Gigisingin na lang kita kapag aalis na ko. Ittry ko munang ipasok to lahat sa utak ko. Sige, goodnight!" I smiled cheerfully. Di na siya sumagot. Humiga na sya at sympre, pinang-unan niya yung maliit na pillow na binigay ko. Yihee. Habang binabasa ko yung mga paperworks na hawak ko, hindi ko talaga mapigilang hindi mapatingin sa kanya. Gwapo talagaa! Ang hirap namang magconcentrate kung alam mong may katabi kang nilalang na ganito ka-gwapo! I sighed heavily. Then tumalikod ako sa kanya para di ako ma-distract. :< [hr] Nag-CR ako sandali. Hindi naman siguro ki-kidnap-in sa labas yung lalakeng yun noh? I was washing my hands na. Tapos nagmamadali na akong lumabas. Pagkalabas ko, andun si Blake. Papaok yata siya ng CR. Nagkatinginan kame. Shoot. Awkwardness. "M-Mish.." "H-Hi, Blake." I smiled. Ang hirap ah. Para lang kaming tanga. "Pwede bang magtanong, Mish?" "Sure, what is it?" "Sino yung guy na kasama mo kanina pa? W-well, usap-usapan lang kasi sa room, na-curious lang ako kase kanina pa daw kayo sa garden pero kung ayaw mong-" "Si Kester yun. Kester Vanderbilt. Tauhan siya ng Dad ko. Trainer ko siya." "Trainer para sa?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Believe me, hanggang ngayon, di ko pa din gets kung para saan." I chuckled a bit. "Ms. Monteverde." I turned around. Nanlaki yung mata ko! Si Kester! At mukang hindi maganda gising niya! I smiled nervously. "H-how was your sleep?" "You left me." He adjusted his eyeglasses. "Asleep. In the middle of nowhere." "Anung middle of nowhere? Hindi naman nowhere ang school garden namin ah!" "You know what I mean. Come on, bibigyan pa kita ng assignment." Tapos naglakad na siya pabalik sa garden. Snob talaga 'tong taong 'to! "S-sige ah." I smiled awkwardly kay Blake then I ran to Kester. Ambilis talagang mglakad! [b]BLAKE'S POV[/b] "S-sige ah." She said tapos mabilis na tumakbo dun sa guy na Kester ba yun? She even turned around for the last time and waved goodbye. I watched as they went farther and farther away. Until they were out of my sight. I felt as if my stomach was twisting, as if my brain's about to explode, and as if my heart has just been ripped out from its place bare-handedly and was shattered into pieces. Parang wala lang sa kanya yung '10 Minute Incident'. Masaya siya.. Pero hindi dahil sa 'kin. I punched the wall beside me and watched as my hand bled..