I confess;; - I've been crying since last June 21, 2010. :\ If you know why. You know it. :\ I really don`t know how to let go. Even though he always tells me, he`s there. I really don`t understand. My classmates always asks me what`s my problem and why do I have Chinese eyes always. And, yet.. My answer will always be.. "I`m turning Chinese." :\ : ))) - I don`t have an appetite today. :\ I really hate it. I didn`t ate lunch. But, hell. I`m so hungryyyy. :\ - I hate our secretary in Swimming Club. She`s so maangas. I`m not the one who`s so talkative. It`s not my voice that is very loud. It`s the girl behind my back. FSNSKDBFKSD! It doesn`t mean she`s an officer, she can talk and make things so rude to me. Choose the one you`ll battle. :\ But yeah, i`m in deliberation period for Swimming Club because I didn`t trained hard last year. I regret it. .____. - I`m glad that he`s happy (i think?) `cause he`s smiling at his text messages. :] - I`m glad that there are people who are there behind me when I need them. - I can`t forget the things we talked about these week.