[b]♥ 9.2 ♥[/b] “Bakit ka naiiyak?” “Anong naiiyak?” I asked. He wiped away something from my eyes. Tae, kumalat nap ala yung eyeliner ko. Why does he have to see me at my worst?! “Ako na.” I said tapos tinalikuran ko siya. “Chiles must be really touched with the song.” I told him. I heard him chuckle. “Nga eh, kung para ba sakanya yun.” He said. Napaharap ako sakanya. “What do you mean?” Umiling siya. “Wala.” Umupo na rin siya sa tabi ko. “Pumasok ka na sa loob. Mag enjoy ka.” I told him. “I’m not going in without you.” “At bakit naman?” I asked him. Err. Kaasar talaga. Umalis ka na nga, hindi ako makapag isip. “Malamig na sa labas, kaya sumama ka na sakin sa loob.” “Ayoko. Umalis ka na.” I told him. “O bakit bad trip ka sakin?” Inirapan ko siya. “Wala ka na run.” He shook his head in disbelief. “Weird mo.” He said. “Ah ganon, pasensya ah, weird talaga ako, hindi kasi ako sing galing mo. Pwes, iwanan mo na ang weird na ‘to.” “Di ka naman mabiro.” He said sabay tawa. Grr. Tawa ka pa jan. Tsk. Maya-maya, I suddenly felt cold.Kaya ayoko ng mga ganitong klase ng damit e. Amp. “You okay?” “Malamig lang.” He stared at me in a bit, then he suddenly moved closer to me, tapos inakbayan ako. I got nervous and thrilled, namula ako. I know, hindi ito yung unang beses na inakbayan niya ako kasi bakit ganito? “This will make you feel warmer.” “Tumigil ka nga, may makakakita pa satin ng ganito kung anu pang chismis ang kumalat diyan e.” “I don’t care.” Inirapan ko siya sabay tulak. “It’ll ruin your blooming relationship with Chiles.” I whispered. He was silenced in awhile. “I don’t care.” Pesteng IDC yan. “Puro ka naman ganyan e, pero sa totoo lang, sobrang masasaktan ka.” Umiling ako. “I’m sick of your look kapag nasasaktan ka.” “Why?” I gulped. Think of the best answer that won’t make him misunderstand. “N-Nakakadisturb. Annoying. Basta yun na yun.” I told him. Natawa siya. “I thought you’d say you’re worried.” “B-Bakit ko naman sasabihin yun… Pfft.” Ano ba namang pinagsasasabi ko?! “Ahaha. Okay lang.” He laughed. “Anyway, I haven’t formally apologized to you, Ches.” Napatingin ako sakanya. “Sorry sa nasabi ko. Sorry kasi iniwasan kita. Sorry talaga.” “Okay lang… Medyo naging busy rin naman ako nun e… Pero bakit nga ba?” I asked him. Natahimik siya. “It’s something I can’t say… Next time ko na lang ipapaalam sayo.” Napakamot na lang ako. “Anyway… Last time, Chiles already asked me if I want to try… Us.” “Us? You… And Chiles?” He nodded. I was startled, hindi ako agad nakapagsalita. I was waiting for his answer, pero hindi ako handa. Will our relationship finally ends? “W-What did you say?” I asked him. And then suddenly, dumating si PJ. Right. He ruined the moment, arrgh. Kainis talaga! “Cheska, we’re needed inside.” He said in serious tone, I know, he didn’t like it when I’m alone with Kent outside, pero sana naman wag niya akong susumbatan. Err. “O-Okay, tara Kent.” “Go first, I’ll be right behind you.” He said then he grinned. Tumango na lang ako and went off with PJ. “Anung ginagawa niyo sa labas?” He asked. “Wala… Nagpapahangin lang.” “Why does it seem like you cried?” I scoffed. “W-Wala. Nagluha yung mata ko kaya kumalat yung eyeliner.” I lied, oo na, kahit alam kong obvious. Grr. “Ah. Okay.” Haaay. I feel really guilty when I lie on PJ. He’s seriously nice sakin, at nasasaktan ako sa tuwing nagsisinungaling ako sakanya, but I can’t help it. I’m not yet ready to tell him the truth. Alam ko, parang pinapaasa ko siya sa wala… Kaso hindi ko talaga kaya. After a few annoucncements, bumaba na kami on stage, then he suddenly knelt down in front of me, maraming nagulat, at isa na ako run. “H-Huy PJ, anong ginagawa mo?” I asked him na nahihiya. “Dance with me, Ches.” “Y-Yeah, I will. Tumayo ka.” Grr. Nakakahiya. Mamamatay ako sa nyerbos nito e. He held my hand and we started dancing again, medyo nahirapan ako kasi parang nababalatan na yung paa ko dahil sa sandals ko, and take note, kanina pa ako natatapilok di ba? I guess I gotta take lessons kung pano gamitin ‘to. Err. “Are you good?” I nodded. “Nakakashock ka naman, you don’t need to kneel down.” I uttered na natatawa. “Trip ko lang.” We stared at each other. “PJ, you’re really nice. I know one day you’ll be finding someone perfect for you.” “There’s nobody perfect for me, except for you.” I bit my lower lip. I need to say it. I gotta say it. “PJ.” “Yeah?” But as I stared at him, eye-to-eye, my mind went blank. Napailing ako. I’m so weak. “I’m… Tired. Upo na muna tayo.” -- Natapos na yung party, tapos na rin kami maglinis, medyo napagod ako. PJ went off to the SC room, ewan ko kung anung kinuha niya e. I sighed. “I just so hate myself…” “I love you naman e, don’t worry.” Napalingon ako sa kaliwa. Si Kent nandito pa pala. What did he say? It made my heart pound nanaman. Err. Eto talagang lalaking ito. “Quit saying such stuffs not from the heart. Nakakaasar kaya.” He sat down beside me. “It was from my heart, I mean what I say.” I reddened. “Kunwari ka pa ah, kinilig ka naman.” Inirapan ko nga. Kainis talaga ‘tong lalaking ito. “Wag kang magpapansin, pwede?” I told him. “Sakit na nga ng paa ko e.” “Bakit?” He asked, tapos kinuha niya yung paa ko. “Oi teka.” Tapos hinubad yung sandals ko. “Nako, may sugat ka na o.” Nakakahiya tae, baka may amoy pa paa ko e. “Wag mo na nga pakielaman.” I told him. “Wawa ka naman, buhatin kita gusto mo?” Binatukan ko nga. Namiss ko yun e. “Ano akala mo sakin, pilay? Sugat lang yan, malayo sa bituka.” I told him. Then we were silenced. This is a chance to ask. “What… Did you reply to Chiles?” “Bakit curious ka?” I gritted my teeth. “Kung ayaw mong sabihin e di wag—” “I told her no.” Natigilan ako. “Bakit?” “Because I know that she was just lonely again about PJ. Ayokong gamitin niya lang ako, besides… I’m feeling something different now.” “How different?” I asked. Ngumiti lang siya. ‘Huy, ano?” “Hey, Ches. Will you let me do something?” “Anung something?” He moved closer to me. “A-Ano?” Then he suddenly kissed me on my forehead. I was shocked. Parang tumigil ata sa pagtibok yung puso ko. It was for a few seconds, then he moved away with a smile. “Sabi mo naman walang malisya dib a?” He said tapos napangisi. I gulped, I sat down properly tapos nasapo ko yung noo. “Y-Yuck, may laway…” Yun lang nasabi ko. I’m panicking. Damn it. “Bakit namumula ka, you said guys don’t affect you.” I was trembling. “O-Oo nga… K-Kaso first time ko mahalikan ng lalaki… K-Kadiri…!” “Hey, it was just a friendly kiss, bat ganyan ka magreact?” He asked na natatawa. Grr. Sinasadya niya talagang gawin ‘to sakin e! I stood up, hinubad ko yung sandals ko tapos nag paa na lang ako. “I’m going home. Pfft.” I uttered tapos naglakad na paalis. Then suddenly, he came then gave me a piggyback ride. “T-Teka! Kent, ano ba! Ibaba mo nga ako!” “Wew, Ches. Bigat mo. Diet ha?” Then he started walking. Hindi na ako kumibo pa. I’m tired enough. [i][b] So I just closed me eyes while being carried by this person.[/b][/i]

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