oh goshness.. i knew that my crush knew that i have a crush on him.. gosh.. now, i can't even look at him.. i feel shy whenever he's around.. i cant even say a word or just say "HI' to him.. and it hurts me a lot.. because he also ignores me just like i ignores him.. but we used to exchange messages a lot.. well, i think that this feeling is not just infatuation.. maybe he is my first love , i guess.. but you know, sometimes i feel like that he has also feelings for me.. i always caught him looking at me and then he'll look on the other direction.. ahhmm..i dont know, ahmm..but maybe it's just my imagination.. haiii.. i wish he could love me just like the way i love him.. i've been waiting for too long.. my feelings for him started when i was in the second year of high school.. and now, i'm in the fourth year..

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