oh goshness..

i knew that my crush knew that i have a crush on him..
gosh..
now, i can't even look at him..
i feel shy whenever he's around..
i cant even say a word or just say "HI' to him..
and it hurts me a lot..
because he also ignores me just like i ignores him..
but we used to exchange messages a lot..
well, i think that this feeling is not just infatuation..
maybe he is my first love , i guess..
but you know, sometimes i feel like that he has also feelings for me..
i always caught him looking at me and then he'll look on the other direction..
ahhmm..i dont know,
ahmm..but maybe it's just my imagination..
haiii..
i wish he could love me just like the way i love him..
i've been waiting for too long..
my feelings for him started when i was in the second year of high school..
and now, i'm in the fourth year..
Last edited by neverloved15 (2008-09-13 11:46:43)