Thanks for reading guys.. mejo maikli lang po ito since my quiz pa ako sa geom tomorrow. heehee. ********** Nabigla ako dun habang hawak-hawak niya parin yung braso ko. And hey, hindi lang 'hawak', sobrang higpit ng pagkahawak na parang mapipisa na yung maliit at maganda kong kamay. I couldn't find my voice, nakatingin lang ako sa kanya, trying to read his mind. Pero wala e. All I can see is anger na ewan kung ano. Anong amin lang to? He looked at Aleck so fiercely, kaya nagsimulang maglakad si Aleck palayo. I even looked at Kyla na nandun din sa kabilang room. She just nodded na para bang 'go ahead..' as if alam niya kung anong gagawin ni Kai sakin. Hinila niya ako papunta sa benches dun sa soccer field. Wala na masyadong tao since wala na rin masyadong practice. Ewan ko ba at parang nainis na rin ako. Kinuha ko yung braso ko sa pagkakahawak niya. "What?!" I asked na parang naiirita na. He looked at me and took a deep breath. "You're not replying to my messages, you're not answering your phone! Kapag tumatawag ako, lagi kang may ginagawa or wala sa bahay! Kapag lalapitan kita, lumalayo ka! What's wrong?!" What's wrong?! Is he asking me what's wrong?! Ikaw! Ako! Si Aleck! Mahal kita, pero ang mahal mo ang kaibigan ko! Yun! Yun yung mali! I'm learning how to let go and now, itatanong mo sakin what's wrong?! I looked at him straight in the eyes. "Nothin.. it's just that, ive been very busy these past few days and - " "You're not. Iniiwasan mo ako. And why's that?!" "Hindi kita iniiwasan.. it's just that.. you're always with aleck and.." "And what?" "Teka, why do i have bother to explain to you kung bakit? You're not my bestfriend or something.." I said and turned to walk away. But then, he suddenly grabbed my hands and hugged me. "W-what are you doing?" I asked nervously. "Diane.. Ikaw ang mahal ko.." he said at bumitaw ako. I pushed him when said those 4 words. I looked at him in shock. "Pero diba- si- si- Aleck?" "Akala ko si Aleck, pero hindi e. Ikaw Diane.." "H-hindi.." napailing ako ng napailing. At bago pa siya makapagsalita.. *pak* "D-diane?" he said habang hinawakan yung pisngi na sinampal ko. Bigla nalang kaagad napatulo yung mga luha ko. I looked at him with bitterness in the eyes. "This is not.. a good joke.." I said at tumakbo na palayo. Grabe.. grabe na talaga to.. Diyos ko, that wasn't a very good joke. Hindi yun maganda.. mas lalo lang akong nasaktan. Mas lalo lang akong nasaktan, gets niyo? Mahal niya daw ako? Pero mahal niya rin yung bestfriend ko diba? [i]Naguguluhan ako..[/i]