I confess, I am so err about being so pessimistic last night AGAIN. I cried a lot, mainly because of the problems I deal with my family and with friendship too. I am so tired of that endless nights of pillows burying on my face and weeping all night. I am so tired of pretending. I am so FML-ing last night, but I guess I'm feeling quite better now. I guess, well, I just hope I won't have that too much pessimistic nights and days anymore.