I confess;; - I`m getting </////3 again. : || I hate myself for being so [i]selosa. [/i] Ughhh. I really dammit hate it. Fckthwrldpls! Ughhhhh. I hate it. Whenever there's this thinggy called.. 'stupid jokes, infatuation and not-true affairs.. Falling inlove comes true. But no, i`m not.. I didn`t falled for another guy just like that. He was just like 'strange' these days. And it`s not love. K? I`m jealous because of this and that and that and this. I just want to quit it at all. : || - I hate our club secretary & president. They didn`t chose me for a varsity this year. Badluck. Fcktbllsht. My parents were disappointed. I didn`t do something bad that made me go out of that stupid varsity. Ohfckit. I hate it. I hate sophomore life. And my so-called-bestfriend is with my enemy. Fckit. : || I won`t trust her ANYMORE. I hate her, after getting all my secrets, then now.. There`s just no GOOD person here in this Earth anymore. Nobody can understand me. - The wound on my wrist that I made last May 17, 2010 is not yet [i]magaling[/i] now. Its been 1month and 1day. And still the scar is there, and I know, the wound is very deep. - I remembered my 1year-ex bf. I don`t know why he popped in of my mind. I just.. don`t know why. And I just not missing him anymore. - I know sophomore life would be.. our eviction year. So I really need to focus on my studies. But I can`t. :'( - I really miss someone here. [hr] Edited[i]![/i] I confess that I wish there`s someone to make me feel better. :'(

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