to my ftalk crush.. (well.. former ate i should say ) well.. hey.. gee.. i really dunno how will i start this thing.. so anyway.. here it goes.. i miss you. as in so much. we haven't talked for like days now.. aw.. maybe weeks.. and its all my fault. i wanna say sorry for the bad/wrong things that i did. but i can't. i just can't. i really don't have the nerves. and i dunno why. maybe i have so much pride thats why. or maybe.. i am just afraid of being rejected. well.. if this is pride.i am willing to swallow that darn pride or if this is me afraid of being rejected..i am willing to face/accept that rejection.. because i really don't wanna lose you.. i mean..you are one of the best Ates that i have ever had here in Ftalk.. i don't know if you still wanna be friends with me again.. but i'll do anything to bring that friendship back.. err.. but..it is still up to you right?.. hahaha.. i mean.. urghh...nevermind.. hmm..if you still don't wanna accept this apology of mine.. there is nothing that i can do.. maybe things really changed.. and of course they aren't like what they are before... well.. just have a great day! keep rocking.. and we know that you'll always be a Rockstar at heart..