to my ftalk crush.. (well.. former ate i should say
)
well.. hey.. gee.. i really dunno how will i start this thing..
so anyway.. here it goes..
i miss you. as in so much. we haven't talked for like days now.. aw.. maybe weeks.. and its all my fault.
i wanna say sorry for the bad/wrong things that i did. but i can't. i just can't. i really don't have the nerves. and i dunno why. maybe i have so much pride thats why.
or maybe.. i am just afraid of being rejected.
well.. if this is pride.i am willing to swallow that darn pride or if this is me afraid of being rejected..i am willing to face/accept that rejection.. because i really don't wanna lose you.. i mean..you are one of the best Ates that i have ever had here in Ftalk.. i don't know if you still wanna be friends with me again..
but i'll do anything to bring that friendship back..
err.. but..it is still up to you right?..
hahaha.. i mean.. urghh...nevermind.. hmm..if you still don't wanna accept this apology of mine.. there is nothing that i can do.. maybe things really changed..
and of course they aren't like what they are before...
well.. just have a great day! keep rocking.. and we know that you'll always be a Rockstar at heart..