[quote=bhebhiej]Oh my god......I'm so sorry for your loss Seriously. I've had a similar experience, however, I don't feel comfortable sharing it...... I'm not even sure what to say. I'm just really sorry for you loss.[/quote] ^ ^ thank you... im really thankful to you coz you created this topic where i did share my dream of which i haven't shared with my family and friends coz i feel guilty and mad of myself that im the one who have a dream like that...y not them! at least here i can talk about it...