@ bhebhiej --> i dream bout it just ones... [spoiler] but 5 months before my real dad die i dream about it for about three times a week with always the same scenario... that his lying in a hospital bed and im the only one he waits and when i arrive at the hospital i hold his hands then he look straight into my eyes while saying sorry...then he died... the dream was so scary coz me and my real father have some issues coz his not there when i was growing up coz my parents split when i was 3 years old and i hated him for that i never talk to him... you can judge me and call me anything you want but i never go to the hospital when he was dying and never even attend his funeral...[/spoiler]