^ You already have the answer, kill them both hehehe joke:) I think it would be better to find a better one that he can give the love you want for all eternity not just sticked to one that had already a wif. His priority for now is his wif not his ex eventhough he said that he still love you!! For what?! I highly suggest to you that you must turn off your world on him and move forward. It's easy to say but it's very hard to do in your current situation! Just do it little by little and never think that you are the only person living in this planet hehehe think also your true/real friends and family are always there besides you and in giving you boost support in daily life:)