^ hehe,,, @eehjhay,,, hummm you mean at my other account... okay i will enable it just for you @ topic. lea's right.. i also believe that bj is the most [b]pleasurable[/b] practice on sex to man... i also want to add woman as the worker... you know being on top all the time. working on him in different ways while on top... also try as many positions as you know... trying on a standing, sitting, on dining tables at cr ... woah!!! reminiscing!!! erase erase! for me the worst that i made for him before was trying an annal sex. tried it 3x. just to avoid him from going with his friend to somewhere where he told me there's this woman who wanted to make a trisome with him. tsk tsk [spoiler]@gloo. im sad about your situation right now. you know guys with big egos and pride. i think you should talk to him to make things in final. as you said he is your bestfriend right. i think you two can still fix things up. the most important thing to your situation is you did not try to lie to him about that issue. he should be thankful that you have the guts to tell him the whole truth about what happened to you in your past.[/spoiler]