hmm... my real problem is, how to cancel this account and my othe account in this forum. hmm, even though i will not log in still my account here is visible... and my posts is also visible to everyone... k. lets be serious. my true prob now is, i have many things in my mind and in my writings that i want to tell him, well i think i really need to tell him but i can't i dont knw why i can't do that. shame of me self? nahhh... definitely not. i was thinking that even if i made it letting him know those things it will be useless... how can i have some peace of mind now..? if i let him read my writings, hmmm... not a good idea i think, grrrr... i rather keep it to myself. i know GOD has better plans for my, our life now...

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