^ hmm.. isit because ur shy or izit not avaiable to spik to him XD -- Problem? Well. I feel like my life doesn't give a meaning. I always have a fight because everybody are taking what i said seriously. I don't get it. Really. I can't understand why. I DON'T deserve to have a bf. I don't deserve to be beloved over all. I don't deserve it to born. Why am I on this world? What is my role of being a human? I do not even meet my bf yet. I've never seen my father. I even don't know who is my father. My school sucks so much. My classmates are ignorers. My friends are liers. I gave my opportunity to many of my friends because i trust them. But they just ignore it. But I'm always thinking positive. Happiness is my medicine. But it doesn't treat me so much. Every posts, every replies that i posted are full of happiness but in my inner feelings, it is different. *cries*

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