i dunno...sorry. I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know I can't help believing in you... the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved say you'll stay for tonight and I promise you this will be the last I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know I stare blindly into my reflection a piece of me lost... I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you I am nothing in my eyes if not lost I can't see past your eyes, without them I would die Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains None can hold me I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know in a room where I once told you everything, I am alone once beholden to nothing and no one how is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets that I crave so wildly to understand? I must steel my heart to your warm gaze I'll claw out my eyes and see you no more its because of you I sometimes wish that I would die sometimes I wish I would die leaving you behind enraptured by my ignorance, I now deserve sympathy