[b]date[/b] : aug 23, 2008 [b]day[/b] : saturday [b]message[/b] : dear diary, i feel so unhappy today. my parents didn't keep their promise. i'm totally mad! luckily, i can still play the computer. *hehe* but i really hate my younger brother! i don't think that's he's my brother, sometimes. minutes ago, he's angry coz he's not allowed to use the computer. he has used it from yesterday for 4 hours and this morning! but i haven't used it. *sigh*my parents are really hoping at me. they really really hope that i will get a scholarship. i just feel nervous of myself. i feel stupid. and yeah, i'm always busy. i always get math and english homeworks from my course. i hope it can help me, even just a little. my parents also think that friendster and even iNet aren't useful at home. they probably will remove the internet access. i really hope they don't do it! okay then. enough for now.