Date:August 23,08 Saturday Dear Diary, I went to this great party! It was so awsome! It was in Ace Water Spa! and there were so many stuff there we went swimming there was this ride in the pool called Lazy River and it ewas so cool it was like moving like a real river! Anyways when we were on our way home! I said my Goodbyes and Left!

[b] August 24, 2008 Sunday Dear Diary, When i wake up this morning, i feel so tired, i feel so sad and i dont know. I ran through the obstacles of our house to take a "poopoo" . After that, i eat my breakfast with my family ( but im still so sad and i dont know why, maybe my dream is so sad and it makes me sad even though i cant remember it.). After eating our breakfst, i bought a milkbar and i feel better cause its too delicious. This present time, im surfing the net, viewing our video in youtube (to win the competition in the school) and just checking some personal data in this internet world.[/b]

August 24, 2008 SUnday Dear Diary, Today, i woke up with a blank face. i was just staring at my violin case. nahh, i was just SO bored of waking up. I finally finished my classmate's request for picture editing and i hope she will like it. I also planned of taking a bath.

This was supposed to be posted yesterday, August 23. Lol. --- Dear Diary, I feel weird now. After posting [url=http://azecalicesky.com]HERE[/url] and [url=http://kooori.jugem.jp]HERE[/url].. OMG. I dont know. Im drained. I feel worthless. My baby's with someone else now and Im just standing here.. [b]DOING NOTHING.[/b] I mean, WTH? Do I have to run after him? Although, yes, I know that it's kind of the right thing to do since [b]he was mine first.[/b] But I dont really know whats happening to me. I love baby so much but Im not brave enough to face that (foul word here) girl! And yes, I didnt expect this to be happening. At least not now. It really hurts when you let go someone the moment you are loving that person the most. Feeling that feeling when he/she is with you only to [b]NOT[/b] feel it the next.. it hurts your insides so bad. I feel like Im gonna die now if Im not able to cry out loud. And I cant. It sucks how I cried [b]all night[/b] last night. I even called my bestfriend at wee hours in the morning just to have someone to be with. Cause that sole person who understands [i]the every fiber of me..[/i] has already left. He's my [b]HAPPINESS,[/b] my [b]ALL,[/b] my [b]EVERYTHING,[/b] my [b]LIFE.[/b] He went away but I still feel that he's going back. [i]No, Ice. He's not going back..[/i] And it pisses me off how he says he's sorry. I mean, thats all you have to say? After making my eyes turn [i]BLOODSHOT RED[/i] due to endless crying.. After leaving me behind after all that we've talked, shared and planned? Well, thank you. You can die now. --- Thats all for now. My eyes really hurt A LOT. I need Vodka.

Aug. 24, 2008 Sunday Deary diary, i'm soo really realloy super duper happy right now.. i just saw vanessa hudgens.. that's it.. haha..

[b]Date[/b]: August 25, 2008 [b]Day[/b]: Monday [b]Dear [i]Dumb[/i] Diary[/b], You are so dumb. Kiddin' Haha, I'm absolutely glad this was created. I'm tired of making the confessions thread an extension for my blog. I was clearly out of hand. Some of my posts were like composed of a billion words but still considered spam. Anyway, let's get on to the [i]happenings[/i]. I'm very unsatisfied with myself lately. And [i]nooo[/i], I'm not searching for an opportunity to be emo 'coz that's absurd and beyond my wildest personality. I'm just feeling a little drugged. Not that I am. I just feel like it. I have symptoms of insanity all over me and I'm dragging myself below limit of allowable stable self-esteem. It's not that I do anything reckless and idiotic that would get me into loads of trouble. I just feel miserable that's all. I want some twist and turns and get rid of this mundane life. What's the use of getting everything you want when you're not a single drop happy. --[i]Ooops.. got a little carried away[/i]. Haha, well, that's it for today. I hope my monster professor doesn't ruin my well-initiated week. [i]Adios![/i] Love, love, [i]Love[/i]

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date:august 25,2008 monday happenings: my mom and i went to downtown to buy some stuffs for my baking classes...then we went to a salon,,i'm very bored in there and when my mom asked "do u want your hair,cut?"....i just don't know why i answered 'YES'...when we went home...i transferred some pics from my cam to my pc,,!this day is such a boring one!!!!

Date: aug 25 08 Day: monday Happenings: i woke up past 11am..it's good that we have no classes today.. so i just sit infront of my pc, as usual. then, there. meet new friends here in ftalk, and chat with my sis and bros. the day's quite good yet tiring somehow.. anything memorable? uhmm.. i dont know. i don't feel any, i think..

Date: aug.26,08 Day: tuesday dear diary, i got wet because of the rain and,my gosh,i commute on my way to home from school! so i got wet,even inside the jeep. i hope there's no classes tomorrow XD

Date: aug 26 08 Day: tuesday Dear diary, this day was just like the usual days i have. i still have the confusion with me, and the errr thingy. I love this day somehow because of . . . that's it, i don't wanna spread more info bout that anyway.. I got a line of 9 in geom, and i'm glad bout it,, i think that would be the only line of 9 i'd have.. err. hope it'll not be.