september 28, 2008--> sunday i'm really happy today because my page rank increased..yehey. it's now 2!!! ahhaha.. .

dear diary, today was.. ugghh.. okay.. first I did in the morning was.. put my bag down.. and I saw in the stairs.. a bag.. it's not really a bag.. i thought it was a bag.. there's a jacket.. i took off the jacket I saw gio sleeping.. haha.. then he woke up.. I said " why r u sleeping?" he said" I live in surrey" I said "in surrey?! haha.. that's far.. so what time do you go here?" he said"6:00" .. that's sooo early.. can you imagine that.. he goes to school everyday at 6:00 and the school starts at 8:45.. haha.. nxt thing..I gave him a chocolate bar and kitkat.. and so is the gr. 4 student.. nxt thing.. we had our cleanup in the park.. we have to clean the whole park for 45 minutes.. and we have to pick up those gross things.. ugghh.. we even saw 3 underwear, a tomato and an apartment key.. eeeww.. and lots of cigarette.. i think 200+.. ughh.. nxt thing.. I got in, in our school play.. I'm not really gonna say much things.. I'll just hold up signs then say something at the end of the play.. then we have to memorize some songs.. it's a musicale.. that's it... love always, <3 angeli

dear diary, today.. was.. uhhh.. never mind.. when I entered the school.. the first I heard from gio is "where's my kittykat?" haha.. I just said "uhh, here" haha.. then ms. winnings gave me a kitkat too.. then I gave it to the gr.4 student named patricia.. then there's this old student of our school came.. i don't him, he don't know me.. but he looks familiar to me.. aww.. he's sooooo cute.. but not that I like him.. then the whole recess I was hiding from him.. and he's liek following me.. he said "come on, I wanna see your face" haha.. then I went to the girl's bathroom.. then.. uhhh.. we practiced our role in our play.. that's for now.. haha..

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dear diary, i was with my ex today.. and my friends keep on teasing me that im inlove with him inlove coz what i had with my ex was not serious.. and they even revised the song iisa pa lamang.. and sung it in front of my ex.. and it was such a shame coz he's already courting our other classmate and all of our classmates know except the girl she is courting that i got jealous when i see them together.. that was supposed to be a secret but then my wicked friends told out other classmates about it.. oh, gosh...i dont know what to do.. i dont wanna be hurt again.. i dont wanna wait in vain..

dear diary, uhh.. i think my friends don't liek me.. i asked them to be my partner in science.. she's liek.. you know what.. why don't you ask Aj.. or sumthing liek taht.. ugghh.. gio?? uuhh... we hide from patricia.. haha.. we went upstairs and patricia's downstairs.. and kitkat?? he took another one from me..uhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... enerson? starting to liek him agen... i don't know why.. uhh.. about our play.. we had our practice.. and I'm gonna joing a workshop thingy.. that's all.. loev always, <3 angeli

[i]Date: October 02, 2008 Day: Thursday[/i] [i] Dear Diary,[/i] [i]I found out that I'm going to have the same weird teacher for Math. Even though they changed my Schedule. UGH. I don't want Mrs. Peterson because She's like so dumb. Her voice is the weirdest of the weirdest.We watch the movie "Snow Dogs" in my English class. The movie was extra-ordinarily funny. It's about this guy.He went to Alaska to find his real dad. then He tried running sled dogs. It was so outrageous because the big dogs were so mean to him. They got him in trouble big time. I was like laughing my ass off. and yeah I forgot,that we're allowed to bring food today and I didn't bring anything. Because my brain is all drained. At lunch recess.I just made fun of my seat mates, I threw food to them, I didn't really enjoy my lunch because i was full eating pop corns at my English class my teacher gave us. At Social Studies, we watched the movie called "Roots". Its about the Slavery of African people back in 1700's. I didn't watch it that much it because we're done with the homework for that movie which it to write a long ass essay.boooooo! I hated doing that. I don't really like writing. First, It's tiring. 2nd, My pencil wasn't not sharpen. 3rd because I said so! . After school, I went straight home, watch tv while eating chocolate and drinking soda. then I fell asleep, I got up at 8:39 PM. I didn't bother to eat because I wasn't in the mood of eating diner. So I went to the computer. Check my friendster/myspace/friendstertalk/email. I only received 4 comments on fs. I have 2 photo comments,3 messages, 1 comment , in myspace. And I think I only had 3 messages here in Friendstertalk. After net surfing, I went here to write how my day went. that's all. [/i] [align=right][i]-Christian[/i][/align]

October 3, 2008 Entry #5 - "Termination" --------------------------------------- [color=blue]Dear Diary,[/color] [spoiler]Me and her were terminating a patient's IV that time... yet in my mind I am very bothered with what she texted me. [quote]I'm not ready, and i see you as my very best guy friend...[/quote] I think i confused her with the letter i gave her. I must talk to her, i can't make conclusions on my own anymore. We were making our DAR in the patient's chart when i started to talk to her. I asked her if that was everything that she has to say to me. She said that she is confused and was scared to tell me because we might lose our friendship with what she will say. We talked for hours but still she will end up in the same line that she see me as her very best guy friend and she don't want that to change. I respected her decision and walked away into the nurses room. I lay down in the bed and tried hard not to cry. Asking myself why. I guess now is not the right time, i will wait for her to be ready. I'm not giving up on her but for now, i must terminate.[/spoiler] [color=blue]Love is complicated,[/color] [img]http://i37.tinypic.com/sol4c8.jpg[/img]

October 03, 2008 Dear diary, I still can`t get enough of Luke. .He is liek,Tempting me to liek him again,Okay,enough of those love thingies. Argh,Today,I was crying in teh house and in school cause Michael,Rad,Renz amd all others keep on insulting me liek when I talk,They say "[i]Look who`s talking,The b*tch[/i]".Then I told Miss,She said to me,"[i]Shut up![/i]".And Armand and Luke was trippin on me in FLYFF. .Err!~They`re gonna pay. Ugly loser, Bridget

[i]Date[/i]: [color=red][i]October 03, 2008[/i][/color] [i]Day[/i]: [color=red][i]Friday[/i][/color] We had our incentive[color=red][i][some kinda price for reading 8 books][/i][/color]. It was boring actually. I didn't even bother to race those kids on the field. It will do nothing but make me tired as hell. and I didn't dance either. the gym was full of students who act like they're 18+ year old. They dance like sl*ts. It was disgusting. So basically I did nothing but hang-out with those other kids. I wanted to play cards but no one even brought one. Let see what else happened? oh yeah we watch a movie again titled "akeelah and the bee" I'm not sure with the girl's name. But the movie was awesome. It was about this girl who was shy to join the bee spelling contest because her friends would call her nerd and brainiac. But she still continued because she wanted to show her dad that she can at least make it to the finals. and she actually did. Many people were criticizing her at the beginning but supported her at the end. But she wanted this other kid to win because his dad will be angry to him[color=red][i][its actually because this kid always ended up to be the 2nd place 3 years in a row and this is his last chance to be the champion.][/i][/color] Akeelah saw this kid's dad saying saying [color=red][i]"you're gonna be a 2nd placer for your life if you didn't win this one!"[/i][/color] to him angrily and in a really high level voice. so akeelah wanted him to win. It eventually got to the point when its the only 2 of them. her and the kid. akeelah intentionally misspelled the word and the kid knows that she knows this word because they practiced it together.when its the other kid turn.he intentionally misspelled it too because he wanted to be fair. So the kid said when they were in the break [color=red][i]"what are you doing?why did you do that?you messed up the word?"[/i][/color]...[color=red][i]you messed up the word too"[/i][/color]akeelah said. [color=red][i]"I want to you to win because this is your last chance and I could always do it next year because this is my first time"[/i][/color]. She added. that's all we've finished. we didn't have time to finish the movie because we we're running out of time.I didn't really know who actually won which sucks. [color=red][i][u]UGH[/u][/i][/color]. well that's it for now. [align=right][color=red][i]-christian[/i][/color][/align]

October 03 2008 - shuttered-day! time: quarter to 12 am dear diary, i am having confusion now, i have taken the seminary entrance test yesterday and to my surprise ... i passed all of my answers are wrong, im very sure coz i know the right answers and i chose to jot down the wrong ones ... but y? y did i passed? now im worrying that maybe God is calling me to take his path ... i dreamed to become a doctor and have my family of my own but to my surpise, maybe all of this will change oh well .. i hope God will guide me ...