Dear Diary. I will copy&paste. I'm having a lot problems. But I'm fine now. I felt like a total loner awhile ago. I was playing with the sphere all by myself. TG we only have that class for an hour. I almost failed in our FTKMF test, because I didn't finish reading the book. I felt like crying., but the tears won't come out. ((: I turned in my poster for geography, and they were all drop dead shocked [lol] because of it. Mr. S yelled "OWNED" at me, which really made me happy. At least for the first time I felt happy in that class, though this was the very last day where I'll be seeing Mister. I finished my review and I was in so much pain. I wanted to go to the nurse, but I don't want to go home. Because I know my mom will kil me if I were to choose to be absent again. T-T And this time, I'm feeling the real thing, unlike yesterday; I just made an 'excuse' that I was having 'asthma'. We had biology. I blew the EOC off. :-J I felt like crying again but I realized it's not worth it since I will just end up taking the Final exam. But I do envy my classmates. I mean, I feel bad but I deserve it coz I didn't study. Then, dissection time. Yahoo big momma. At first I was all like 'eww gross' but nah. I put on the gloves and joined in, and massacred the dead frog. It wasn't gross at all, but the liquid that preserves the organs smelled so freaking GROSS. Crap. Thank goodness I didn't faint. Because one of the girls in our class fainted. :-J But anyway, it's a good thing that I learned how to play with the organs. I even twisted the webbed feet, grabbed the tongue, and dug for the brain [but I failed]. In our health class, my last class, our teacher handed us a reviewer that has 100 questions written on it. I didn't want to read it and answer it. Thank heavens there are people who answered it by group. Fortunately, they're near me. So I just eavesdropped. XD Then my teacher called me. I was nervous coz I thought I was in some kind of trouble. But instead she gave me a certificate. I was supposed to go to the rewarding, but I forgot. I jerked at the moment I touched it, and she smiled "for you". I smiled and thanked her for choosing me. I felt flattered. Flattered indeed. After school. I went to my house office and drew my excuse slips out. My eng teacher asked me a random question. And it's about filipinos' things. :-j Scoobadoo. Idk why they call it like that. It's the coconut that the elders use when they want to make the floor smoother. I just got home. I saw Shrek yesterday. It was an ok movie for me. I'm starting to get tired of reading manga. And now addicted to anime & kdrama. I'll be on hiatus again. Til next aged post.

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Dear Diary, Hello. You know what? I just recieved my Package full of Chocolates today. My mom sent me this last week. It was really full of chocolates and food and school stuff, and you know, I am really glad about it. But, I was planning not to eat anymore, since school is coming up already. I feel like God's giving me a lot of Temptations that I can't even refuse. I feel so fat and heavy now, I wanna get thin. @_@ But, how can I when there's boxful of sweet things beside me? Tell me, Diary. Another, my Father had been insisting for me to chat my mom and ask for Money. @_@ K, I know his situation, and I surely understand him. But, I somehow feel pity for my dad. Asking my mom for money, and then feeling all the guilt and choking all his pride. I mean, he's the guy. He should've been the one working, but it turned out being the opposite because for an I know reason. /: I know how my dad loves me, and I love him, too. I love him for sacrificing his own happiness just to be with me when I was a child, when in fact it was the duty of moms to take care for their child. My life was a total opposite, I could tell. And you know, it's really hard. How I lie just to keep my father away from humiliation, and also my mom. /: Sorry for the bad grammar. And maybe for the Typos. It's really dark and I'm just focusing on the screen. I'm gonna see you again maybe tomorrow, Diary. Love, [b]Paweee[/b].

Wow. I miss posting in this thread. It's been a long time since I visited here. [size=5]DearDiary,[/size] June 9 | Wednesday I've been missing him A LOT. Last Sunday, we went to MOA. Just the two of us. First bonding moment for the last 5 months. I think. So yeah, our [s]date[/s]bonding went great. We went home around 4:30PM and something embarrassing happened. Good thing he didn't see. When I was finally home, I was like, OMFG, I want to spend my whole day with him. I miss FTALK. I feel like I'm left out Most of my friends here don't remember me anymore. I want to be close to them again. But I'm afraid they might call me "FC" or something like that.

Dear Diary, OMFG! The first two days in class were awesome. I enjoyed, although some of the teachers were boring. Good thing I know how to sleep in class without getting caught. (Thanks to Roger's technique!) I miss someone. I was with him yesterdaaayyy! :3 Gave me a baller. A yellow one. You know who you are. ) He might read this. Haha. ;3 Anyway, yuuuhh~ so.. Our AP teacher's the AP coordinator, Sir Boy. We're the only third year section that he's handling. I don't know if Franklin's doomed or not, he seems okay. [i] For now.[/i] I missed Ftalk! Good thing I'm online. An ex-love of mine's making me kilig. I don't know what's with him. He's acting weird. I actually dreamed of him last night, he kissed me on the lips. And I told him about the dream and told me he really wanted to kiss me. Sht. :"> Ahhhh, toodles for now. -Wndy

Dear Diary, You know what.. I attend the EB today and I`m so unprepared. I havent brush my hair. I`m sooooo soooooo ugly. Tsk. But It`s fine `cause I saw && hug Kuya James naman eh. Hahahha. Lovelots, Xearis. :">

Dear diary, I'm jealous. K? You win this one Xstel. But SRSLY, I wished I stayed longer. I missed you diary. I can't find you in my room. Jelly-ace, Chai. <3

[b]Dear Dickhead[/b], [b]DATE: [/b] 07-??-10 [quote]Yeah I really have no idea what in the world is todays date but i'm writing on your ass anyways, well today. WAS UNFUCKINGBELIEVEABLY boring LOLJK, kind of fun. well it started out boring, I got up...faceboook...brush my teeth..cook for myself (im so independent) then stuff my mouth. damn i was full, then surprisingly the pool is fucking clean so what did i do?? CLEAN IT MORE. lol jaykay i fucken 360 flip in that shit, its been a while since i had a dip & then I texted some random bitch who was randomly texting me (LOLJKYHET) I went running after, then went home, i was sweating, holy jizz & THEN AAAAAAAH SHOWER♥ & then i got a random private call from a private person. shes like WHOS THIS? the fuck bitch you called me lmao, i just said uhm this is christian, i figured its aunty whos calling me, no one could go with her in the tennis court to play some footballlll, i mean tennis, (honestly i think tennis was shit) so im like ok, then I said OH WAIT I CAN GO WITH YOU! (i really dont wanna get cooked out inside the house) AND IT WAS FCKN HOTTT. she had this really nice racket from the mainland she was showing off to me o_O im like ohh whats the speed? (idk whats that, i was just pretending i know shit in tennis) i didnt bring no racket, so i tried out hers after shes done playing, OMG I SUCKED!!!!! but then she told me DUDE! I THOUGHT YOU'VE NEVER PLAYED TENNIS BEFORE! you're pretty good o________O IM LIKE HOLY FCK REALLY? no seriously ive never played tennis before, im just pretending im sharapova lmfao, no seriously idk the mechanics of tennis, but i did play badminton so i know how to move and shit, but yeah OMGGGGGG i wanna do tennis next year nowwwww!!!! FUCK SOCCER LOL THAT SHIT MADE MAH FOOT SORRRRRRE. but yeah that kinda made me smile. tennis is fun ^^ i hate the wall though, i hit the ball REALLY HARD, it hit the wall, bounce back to my face and hit my eye!!!! O__@ I THOUGHT I WAS DEAD, lol jk, but it hurt like a motherfuckerrrrr, i was tweaking my eyes out for approx an hour, stupid ball, after that, i was gonna go to ______ house :"> but i cant, i have hiphop, she dropped me off to the studio 30 mins earlier, yhet called me (actually she has for like a billion times but couldnt answer, was too busy acting like i own ppl in tennis) and then i finally answered, they have a call conference, i know chaw and faith was there BUT I CANT FFCKN TELL THE DIFFERENCE their voices sounded all the same, i was saying hi to everyone O______O hi chaw hi yhet hi faith lmfao, and they made me talk in tagalog AND JUST FUCKING LAUGH (assholes) and then it was all over, i met a lil bboy kid while waiting for the ballet to fckn finish, hes fucking good. hes like 5th grade and he can already do the flares -____- i feel so fail, and he also does kick boxing which is pretty cool, we just talk about karate and all, when the dance started, i was following pretty good but then i got lost because of that one stupid step I CANT FCKN TURN AROUND PROPERLY, i was wearing rubber shoes o____O IT WONT GO AROUND. it just sticks on the floor like omg -___- but yeah it was a pretty good session after all, i almost died on the work out though, we had to do sit ups and push ups while the WHOLE song is playing, that song is like 6 mins -____- nonstop. and the beat is fckn fast, and then people said bye and do the usual thing, see you on monday blah blah, me and two of pals went to see a movie, we saw how to train your dragon again o___O my friend didnt see it yet so yeah, FUCK I HAVE TO GO SEE IT AGAIN, it was raining on the way to theater, freezing my ass off, IT WAS EVEN COLDER INSIDE THE THEATER, i was shaking forreals, didnt have no jacket on. and IM ONLY WEARING A T! =_= fml, and then it was all over, we ran in the rain!!!!! then wait by the park my friend called his dad to pick us up. lmfao his dad was scary, he had goatee and a long ass beard hanging around, hes black and over weight, but yeah he coooooool. when i got home, I WAS STARVINGGGGGG only had ONE meal on the whole entire day, so i showered right awayyyyyy, and ate like theres no tomorrow, watched tv, and now its 6AM I STILL HAVENT SLEPT, what the fuck is wrong with me, i dont even know how i have this much energy to type this long ass pointless piece of shit, but yeahhhhhh im kinda over it so byee, ima sleep now.[/quote] [align=right]fvdshgjfgnghfn fuck[/align]

[quote=losher29;#3649663;1278691102]then I texted some random bitch who was randomly texting me (LOLJKYHET)[/quote] Who told you that you could actually post this one? Youuuuuu!! Yo! I am really surprised on how life goes here. Like, people walk in the street naked. Okay, ALMOST! So what do you expect me to do? Of course I laughed and my eyes was really really really big, jee! Never thought that I could actually see those in reality. Anyway, Chan's line was fckkn bad and he needs to repeat what he says for I to understand him. I'm fresh, I'm from the Philippines. So talk slower, talk louder. Shut up! it was okay. And oh, I've been to the library, borrowed some books with a not-so-interesting stories. I don't wanna go home without any books on hand, don't wanna disappoint my cousin. ;____; Well, anyway, I want people to stop giving comment on my profile pic that says YOU'RE SEXY. Cause I already know that from the start. K? Lovelove, [b]LAREITH.[/b]

Dear diary, No one really reads much the stuff here so i thought i'd give it a go. The thing is, i'm starting to feel like a useless freshly graduated nurse stud. It sucks so much not being able to get a job right away and wait for the effin results that you don't even know if you passed or not. It's now or never for me. If i passed, what now? If i failed, i will never be able to show my face to the general public, probably gonna suck on a chupa chups while watching naruto and other tv series after that. My heart will be very very broken, shredded to pieces like gravel turned to sand. The only strength that keeps me going is the promise i made to myself, without any written contract is that i must help my family and try to make my family one again. Story of my life is full of crap yet i ignored everything for that sole purpose. I want my old family back, the old family that prays together, eat together, laughing together. It makes me sick to my stomach to see other people breeze their way up the top without effort. It's just unfair, but that's just the way life goes. [i]Res ipsa loquitor[/i]..the thing speaks for itself. The world is a sad corrupted place for a mere survivor sperm of the human species to live through. In the end, all of these are just earthly things. Someday, i'll come back to my master, and in his kingdom, there ain't no crap to step on. Just peace, Lots of it. Well, there's lots of it in what i'm writing now, what else to say.. oh yeah, i'm sick of life, but i'm happy. [color=blue]Ambivalent,[/color] [img]http://i27.tinypic.com/2nw08bt.jpg[/img]

dear diary, hahaha. today was lame. :-j ugh. as usual. the fun always starts when i'm at home. how come? : < yea, well anyways. i think pat is a flirt. ugh. how come the ugly ones ALWAYS get the handsome ones? : < unfair, unfair, unfaaaaaair! i just simply think that pat is an arssehole and i wish someone would just kill her. D :< well yeah, teh usual. lunch with him. yeaaaaz. another him >D but yeah, it was fun -- esp. the part where hhis friends arrived. muahahahaha. they're so fun as in. but too bad we only hanged out for an hour or so. ) : but he didn't pansin me yesterday so he was like, 'sorry' hahaha. sorry my ass, dude. : b lol jk. i forgive him ofc! he's my one and only. and i can't afford to lose him again. : D echooos. xD after school, we went to KFC. hahaha. i almost pee'd cause i kept on laughing along with THEM ♥ awe. <': i had so much fun as in. ( : too bad maye & lissa weren't there. ) : i had so much fun, even though we only ate fries & drank mountain dew. it was so <33 hahahaa. anyways. good bye. **: ttyl. -jay