Dear Diary, Hello. You know what? I just recieved my Package full of Chocolates today. My mom sent me this last week. It was really full of chocolates and food and school stuff, and you know, I am really glad about it. But, I was planning not to eat anymore, since school is coming up already. I feel like God's giving me a lot of Temptations that I can't even refuse. I feel so fat and heavy now, I wanna get thin. @_@ But, how can I when there's boxful of sweet things beside me? Tell me, Diary. Another, my Father had been insisting for me to chat my mom and ask for Money. @_@ K, I know his situation, and I surely understand him. But, I somehow feel pity for my dad. Asking my mom for money, and then feeling all the guilt and choking all his pride. I mean, he's the guy. He should've been the one working, but it turned out being the opposite because for an I know reason. /: I know how my dad loves me, and I love him, too. I love him for sacrificing his own happiness just to be with me when I was a child, when in fact it was the duty of moms to take care for their child. My life was a total opposite, I could tell. And you know, it's really hard. How I lie just to keep my father away from humiliation, and also my mom. /: Sorry for the bad grammar. And maybe for the Typos. It's really dark and I'm just focusing on the screen. I'm gonna see you again maybe tomorrow, Diary. Love, [b]Paweee[/b].