......he doesn't even txt or call me this day.
...grrrrrrrrrr....................i miss him....................its really hard to have a long distance relationship....
>> i'm so tired on this day..we keep on practicing on that pathetic field demo........it makes me arouse when i saw my classmate takes his t-shirt off......
But I find this day, some kind of Awesome. I learned new kewl thing in art
and i soooo love it.
& Camille taught me a new song on guitar, [plucking]
[b]So What by PINK[/b]. ohyea! m. i loev itt.
that's all. (:
No one knows how I feel. And I don't want to tell it to my parents and friends because I think they don't understand what I feel because they know that I'm always happy. I'm always smiling, so they think I'm just joking and making stories.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm wasting my time here at FTalk just to forget what I feel but later on, I can still remember it
Maybe no one can make me happy though all my friends and family are here.
Seven days to go before my cousins and grandmother will go here in Manila.
I think they will notice what I feel and they will ask me.
And they will ask me again and again that maybe I have a boyfriend
But I don't have that yet. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid that someday no on can understand me anymore.
BUt I will try to move though I can't.
Today's our vacation, and my mom don't know yet where will we go.
And I don't know why vacation is their problem.
My mom and dad want to go to Hongkong maybe next month, becuase they want to enjoy their vacation but I'm not going there. Because they told me that I don't have passport
Don't you think that's funny?
huh !
Maybe this year is not good for me. It's worst I think
Now I know that life is HARD and you should move on wheter you like it or not
But if more worse happening will come...
DUH !
I won't move on.
L O V E ♥
Z E L L E
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And now my clay project got broken and I have to mold it again til it's all squeeshy again, which will probably take a lot of years to finish. UGGGGH. Dang, it doesn't feel like friday.
Hey, I'm gonna have to jump now. My cousin will be here any time soon.
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And sometimes when I see them looking at me, I think, "[i]shimatta! I think he likes me[/i]" Lol. I'm such a feeler
Naaah, it's impossible for someone to fall for me. I mean, look at me. I am just a stupid, foolish, idiotic, no-good, useless, dumb, worthless, [b][insert more negative words][/b] person. It's true, okay[b]?[/b] Well, maybe I meant, I'm just scared to be tricked and played with [b]again[/b]. Yes, you read it right, "[i]again[/i]".
� I think I'm in love with my (veryclose) [i]friend[/i]...
Wow. I'm shocked desu ~
I kept thinking about him, I regret not hugging him @ the last day of school after he asked me to hug him. [b]TOO BAD,[/b] I ruined the chance, hoho.
I'm such a [u]stupid[/u] person, see[b]?[/b] I'm gonna miss him... We're not gonna see each other for (less than) two months. Haha.
No worries, it's just two months. Ok back to [b]"in love"[/b]... I think it's a bad thing that I fell in love with him coz my one of my best friends likes him too, ever since Grade 6, I guess. OH NOSE, what should I doooo[b]?[/b] TT~TT I don't wanna hurt my best friends again. I hurt two of my best friends already in Grade 6 and 1st year HS, I don't want that to happen again. What should I do[b]?[/b]
I'm disappointed in myself. Shame on you, Donna[b]![/b]
� I feel so weird. I don't know why but I get frustrated and sad when my [b][ex][/b] posts in FB like he forgot about me and like he doesn't care. But I'm not in love with him anymore, okay[b]?[/b] Haha. At least that's what I think...
This is my first time to post here and kinda nervous 'bout my grammar.
English makes me
. Hope I'll be finish before 12 so it won't be a late post.
Well this day is the distribution of cards. And I have that "Palakol"
Only in science. I was good in that subject before. But because of that stupid [b]MATH[/b] teacher started teaching science. I hated that subject.
I thought all my grades are in the line of 7. But unexpectedly, all of them are line of 8. Except that science.
And only [b].05[/b] more to make it 80.
. And we went to the mall to eat lunch.
Shane and I fought. Because of me going out with that headache.
Then we ate at Tokyo Tokyo. I didn't finish my food because I don't have [i]gana[/i].
We watch Date Night. They finished the movie. I went back to SM for me to meet Shane.
Then we bought everything we can buy.
I got home with only P13 left in my wallet.
But it was worth it.
Sorry for my grammar diary.
[align=right]Love,
[b]Jolo.
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[b]P.S.[/b]
OWNED!
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But I ended up reading the two chapters anyway. And boy I'm glad my sister didn't talk to me last night. Or else we'll end up having 3 hours of sleep because of our unfinished conversations.
Before I went to school, I spend the 40 minutes filling up my simile chart in Romeo & Juliet. And then, we also had a vocab quiz in Geography. So I wrote all the definitions of the words, and brought my biology book; as big as a typical encyclopedia. @-@ I was really hesitating to bring it at first because it's so damn big and difficult to hurry. But I thought, I have no choice.
Like always, since my 1st period is Geom & we had to reaview for the test, I spent five minutes (before the bell rings) reviewing all the frkn component stuffs about geometric solids. We took it, and it was just like a quiz. It was really easy and I finished it 15 minutes right after I recieved it.
I spent the rest of the period studying for my englist test, Act I & Act II of Romeo&J. I actually freaked out at first because I don't have my notes. But I knew I was stupid enough to realize that I write my notes on the book itself. And so I just read every scenes in both Acts, which was pretty berserk. @-@ Then the bell rang, and I went to my english class and we took the test. Again, it was easy. It was easy because I studied. I mean, if you didn't, then it's gonna be difficult.
I was pretty sure I made an A. When the teacher passed the papers back, I saw my grade. And I wanted to scream like crazy because I was so happy about my grade, but I didn't.
Then I studied for my Geography Vocab quiz. I sacrificed my 30-minute-lunch just to make those flashcards. I bought a cinnamon roll & hersheys. I had my friend quiz me, and made sure I remembered the definition of the words. I ate the cinnamon roll while looking at him from afar. It was really ridiculous.
The teacher gave us 5 minutes to study, and I did study. He told me that I'm gonna rock my test because my flashcards are awesome. Instead of feeling flattered about it, I laughed my ass off and told him that he should get an A, too. And so. We took the test, and it was easy. I was really having a very good day.
But the good mood doesn't end there.
I entered my biology class. I saw Mr. T sitting next to my seat. he's like, "I'll seat with you and see how you'll do on the test''. And I told him that I was listening to the podcast he posted. And I forgot to pause it, so when I woke up the podcasts was still going. :-J Yea right, I've sucked all biology terms in my head just for the sake of this stpd class. I took my book and he went away. We had a 30-minute review. I really took it seriously. When we took the test, my mood kind of changed. The choices were really similar to each other; and it seems like I can't 'pick' which is which. So I just omitted it - since we have 5 omit points. My eyes seriously went dry because I reviewed my answer sheet for like 10 times. And I'm not even kidding. @.@ When I finally felt that I'm done with it, I looked at my paper one last time and whispered some divine things. Ugh. I don't really know how well I did it. But, well... a B is enough for me, and if I didn't get a B... I'll probably break down and feel like all I did last night weren't just enough.
Health was really boring, and I have it everyday.
I wanted to sleep in that class but the teacher will scold me. @-@ I went home after that. I checked some cameras online, and I really am wondering if buying one would be worth it. I just thought of taking Accounting as my elective for the year.
Or spend the money for the ticket next year. I really want to see them graduate.
Til next entry,
Pandesal.
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/[/b] Yeah. I want to, because if we keep on talking, I'm gonna fall for him all over again(I had a crush on him [b]before[/b]). Past is past diary okay? [b][censored][/b] owns my heart now. And no one can steal it from him.
� I need to download Photoshop again. [b]>.<[/b] Grr, I hate you mom. For reformatting the computer. [b]DD:[/b] Well, I'm not gonna [i]nalang[/i]. Because she's gonna delete it again.
So that's it, and I haven't finished editing Jo's pictures yet.[/quote]
My throat is really crappy right now. I don't know how it started. I think I'm eating too much [b]dipped cones[/b] from McDonald's. xD I hope this doesn't get worse.
I finally got my paycheck. There was not much left since I have a stupid [b]overdraft[/b] on my credit card. D:< It took almost half of my paycheck. WTF. Plus, I still owed my sister some money 'cause I borrowed some so I could buy my ticket immediately.
Despite all that, I accounted my money and made sure I will survive (until the next paycheck, at least). Turns out, I still had some money to spare to buy myself some [b]clothes[/b] online!
OH MYYY. Been waiting for this for months now. Hehe. Now I have new "summer clothes" to wear when I come home to Manila this May.
And oh, I cannot wait for [b]tomorrowww[/b]!!! The smexiest thing on Earth will be arriving and I will be in the university getting it! Bahahaha.
That's it for now.
Peace.
And guess what? I've seen my high school friends before, namely: Darrel,Geneveve and Rodney though we're not complete in our gathering yesterday, but still we did enjoy our conversation and the things that we've used to do before
We also talk about our other friend, who is now in Manila and surprisingly I've discovered that our friend (which is a girl) has a relationship to someone else. What makes me surprise is, she is not having a boyfriend, she do have a girlfriend *geez. That's is a shocking or horrifying news for me, not only me but also my other friends did have the same reaction as well. We just don't expect it, because we see her as a person who don't like to have a relationship with same sex ! But, what is she doing now? They've been together for months now o.o *geez. Every time I remember that issue of hers', it just gave me creeps or goosebumps. ! Oh well, criticizing her can just waste my time I've nothing to do about it, but just accept the fact. She's my best friend and I do accept of what she is now
Aside from talking about the issue that I've told you awhile ago, we do also the movie marathon thing ~ I just downloaded movies entitled : How To Train A Dragon and He's Just Not that Into You
-- I just picked random movies that I've hear always from my friends that's why I came up downloading with these two great movies. Well, it makes me more fine, because they really did enjoy there stay in my house. After those, I let them use my laptop ...
They have lunch and a dinner in our house, after that, they went home at around 08:50 plus (that's already evening
) We ended our day, seeing those beautiful smiles from my friends. Despite of the fact that I did enjoy it, my mind still keep on bugging out about my boyfriend. But hey ! Just please don't remember the stupid issue, it's okay now. We're now okay
Wow.! you did shared a long time for me over here. Hoping for the next time I could post a message just like this length
haha.
Til' here for now
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� There's this lamp in my room that makes me reminisce my childhood days [b]8DDD[/b] Well, yeah. It's because of the burning smell. Hahaha, not really burning but... I dono. I can't explain it. But the lamp actually gives out a strange smell that I kept inhaling when I was younger.
It makes me miss those days desu [b]T.T[/b]
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� We [s]--[/s] Amberks [s]--[/s] had a really really great time, today. Ok, let me start[b]:[/b]
[b]@ 8AM-12PM :[/b] We had the Baccalaureate mass [for the graduates & awardees] and we practiced for the Recognition day on Friday / April 16. Hohoho ~ I just can't believe I'm actually a part of the Recognition day. It's my first time
Anyways, we had a lot of fun while practicing and stuff.
[b]@ 1PM-3PM :[/b] We went to my classmate's house. We had so much fun[b];[/b] taking pictures, chatting wif strangers
, meeting [b]hot guys[/b] [s]--[/s] yes I said hot, LOL, ate some [b]yummmmy[/b] food, watched TV, talked, laughed, etc. Hahaha. Then we went to pick up our other friend who lives in a far-far-far-far land [b](((:[/b] Seriously [b]XD[/b]
[b]@ 4PM-10PM :[/b] We went to the Aspire park [behind the malls] and ran around and rolled over the big-big hill. Ran around again and went to the Cafe. Then we were waiting for the others to arrive, LOL. Then we entered the great mall of Qatar
[b]Villaggio.[/b] Hehe. Then we played around in Gondolania [the mini-theme park inside Villaggio] rode rides, [b]DUH[/b]
Then we ate [s]--[/s] Hardee's, McDo, etc. HOHO, but I didn't eat anything.
So we just checked out [b]Virgin[/b] Megastore [s]--[/s] yes, I said virgin. Grow up
Then we [finally] planned to go ice skating, until suddenly we changed our minds and decided to play in Gondolania [b]again.[/b] Then after playing there, we saw the rest of the Amberks in the ice skating rink... Hay. But the timing was bad [s]--[/s] the ice skating rink had to close, we had to go home ... all @ the same time. So I didn't get the chance to skaaaate. I regret it [b]T.T[/b] But at least I enjoyed the last day of being a 2nd year. Not really last [b]XD[/b][/quote]
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It's so super boring, diary. I'm just watching everyone pass by.
I don't wanna go outside cause I don't want to play with Mai & my sister. Not unless Lyle's there.
Well, honestly, I didn't say sorry to my sister yet.
And so? As if that changes anything in Earth.
I honestly don't know what to say. This is just another boring, summer day. [b]DDD:[/b] I can't wait to go to youth camp. Until here.
Love&&Hate,
-- [b]J A Y C E E[/b]
Well, my first story that i've shared to you awhile ago is way too bad. Right? Here's another thing, this is not a bad experience of mine. But this would be an event that i'm too excited to have that date ! Not a date with my boyfriend, but that date i'm referring -- April 27 ! It's a date where my eldest sister will went back here in the Philippines, too excited also to see his two cute cuddly sons *evil laugh*
Have more preparations for tomorrow
until here
Merely because of their MVs and gorgeous members, especially Eli. Besides, most of them can speak English, so they won't have much problems communicating with international fans. That's already a huge PLUS point for them.
Anyway, they are coming to Singapore and Indonesia!
Yeah I'm excited. On May 28, I'm going back to my hometown, Indonesia. Well, if they haven't arrived yet, there's still Singapore. (:
But before they come, I have to know them all one by one. Now I still cannot differ who is who. I just know them by name. For their faces, I only recognize Dongho and Eli.
[b]2.[/b] I've done my 5-items NAPFA test yeah. Later on May 10, I'll be having my 2.4 km run test. I hope I can gain gold. Oh, I forgot the standards. Better check it soon. Wish me luck, fellas.
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Regards,
Zefa
I'm so late. I joined this outing last day. It's amazing.
Our family reunited once again! But we're not complete.
I really had fun. And I hope it would happen again.
I got injured, but it's okay.
Yesterday, 26th day of May, Bestfriend day, hahaha,no, it's our monthsary!
I just greeted my bestfriend.
Today, nothing special.
Okay. see you soon.