[align=center][b][size=4]Dear Diary[/size][/b] April 10, 2010 | 11:40AM[/align] [quote]• I felt like I was being watched last week @ school. There were a lot of guys staring at me when I walk by. [b]OH NOSE[/b] o_o Scary, haha. Kidding And sometimes when I see them looking at me, I think, "[i]shimatta! I think he likes me[/i]" Lol. I'm such a feeler Naaah, it's impossible for someone to fall for me. I mean, look at me. I am just a stupid, foolish, idiotic, no-good, useless, dumb, worthless, [b][insert more negative words][/b] person. It's true, okay[b]?[/b] Well, maybe I meant, I'm just scared to be tricked and played with [b]again[/b]. Yes, you read it right, "[i]again[/i]". • I think I'm in love with my (veryclose) [i]friend[/i]... Wow. I'm shocked desu ~ I kept thinking about him, I regret not hugging him @ the last day of school after he asked me to hug him. [b]TOO BAD,[/b] I ruined the chance, hoho. I'm such a [u]stupid[/u] person, see[b]?[/b] I'm gonna miss him... We're not gonna see each other for (less than) two months. Haha. No worries, it's just two months. Ok back to [b]"in love"[/b]... I think it's a bad thing that I fell in love with him coz my one of my best friends likes him too, ever since Grade 6, I guess. OH NOSE, what should I doooo[b]?[/b] TT~TT I don't wanna hurt my best friends again. I hurt two of my best friends already in Grade 6 and 1st year HS, I don't want that to happen again. What should I do[b]?[/b] I'm disappointed in myself. Shame on you, Donna[b]![/b] • I feel so weird. I don't know why but I get frustrated and sad when my [b][ex][/b] posts in FB like he forgot about me and like he doesn't care. But I'm not in love with him anymore, okay[b]?[/b] Haha. At least that's what I think... [/quote]