Date: September 13th Today me & my mates went to town.. and right now im righting this into this sad sad sad thread.

^ Try to visit [url=http://www.markyctrigger.com/forum.php]markyctrigger[/url], and find the board "hall of shame" i think he will help you -------- Sept 13, 2008 Dear Diary. [i]I finally create an outstanding movie animation effect using after effect and i was amazed for what i do. my bro laughing out loud. i choose him as a model. I created him a energy ball (like in dragonball z and other holliwood movie effects. haha. i want to learn more about that. i hope i can [/i]

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[b]Diary[/b], -[i]imy[/i] [spoiler]Talk to me. I need someone/anyone/ anything? to talk to. Buaha, I just woke up. - & still [i]zzzz[/i]-ing here. Those words made me the whole night. That freakin guy. Although, I admit I'm kinda when he told me that he likes me. But.. I still miss hiM. - [i]Oh my dream guy[/i]. Whatta sweet dream. I just woke up from a super blushing sweet dream and opening my eye to an unfair reality. Hekhek. I'm an early emo-tok for today? Whew, I'm not used to it. So, stop the shooting. [i]pack up modo[/i]. After all, this is a very wonderful morning. My mumikeyk PM'd me & the message is kinda whowww? . let me kill those demoniacal people through mmmmm kill! Soo bad. I'm slightly worried with mine. And I just remember I don't have my fave OL games here anymore. [sup]*sigh*[/sup] All were deleted including the cs3. So for the mean time, I can't create a '[i]thanks for my adoboshop[/i]' pictures. It's still a good thing that the pc was reformat again. I don't have the reason to stay here for a day. Co'z I have to finish again my notes & review for the 3 super long quiz tomorrow. Hopefully, the quiz in stats will be tomorrow & tomorrow only. [i]Hocus focus[/i], as you wish. Bye for now, Diary. Thanks for listening. :rose: - ill be [i]far away, keyboard[/i].. I'll miss you. lol [i]lasjfslakjfsalksjkflsk... [/i] [b]- idon'tlikemyname-[/b][/spoiler]

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Dear diary..... 8:00 september 15, 2008 oh my god..... it's 2nd preliminary exam.. shockz.x i forgot to review! i dunno what score i will have... god it's so bad i think!

[b]Date: Sept. 15, 2008 Day: Monday Happenings: [ ! ] Ohmeegawd~! After Classes, my special someone asked me for a hug.. : ] and i Just S U D D E N L Y, gave it to him? What the H E L L , ? Good thing he was a little bit Chubby and cutee. ahha . another thing, No teacher saw us! Woot`! I so damn fckn love him. hakhak. iloveyoubheib23.[/b]

September 17, 2008 Entry #2 - "Tachycardia" --------------------------------------- [color=blue]Dear Diary,[/color] [spoiler]After teaching a few grade 4 student's, we decided to have a little get together and celebrate the birthday of one of the members, named Jhonn. We went to Chandi's and had our meal there. I was bringing a guitar that time (for our intermission number during the teaching) so my best girl bud asked me to play a song for her. Sadly, I only know a few song. Since i like her so much, i played something to her. She listened attentively all throughout my performance and gave me a hug afterward. I was a bit shocked but i hugged back. It was time for everyone to part ways so we bid farewell to each other except me and my best girl bud, so i asked her if she'd like to see a movie with me. She agreed and then we watched 'for the first time' as requested. My heart was beating fast and kind of nervous but everything went out well. Then, i walked her to her boarding house and then said goodnight..She smiled and waved at me. I still didn't tell her i like her, i just want it to stay this way. I'll just keep it to myself until i am sure about everything i feel.[/spoiler] [color=blue]Playing by the rules,[/color] [img]http://i37.tinypic.com/sol4c8.jpg[/img]

September 17, 2008. Wednesday. Here i am, doing the usual thing i always do - [b]CRAMMING[/b]. i can't believe i'm here in front of the pc, yet i said to myself yesterday that i will review for tomorrow and no using of the computer. darn. i have to do THREE return demos for RLE and also a quiz, i'm not ready for those things. i don't want to go to school anymore. -Neex

[align=center]september 17, 2008 wed. dear diary., [spoiler]uhmm..we had our 2nd fire drill..so we have to go out and evacuate.. i was placed 3rd from the last in our line,and omg my crush is just behind me.. one of our classmates pushed him <they were playin'>towards me..ahah then i heard my classmate who pushed my crush.."oh come on you like it" ahaha..i dunno what was that line means..but..it sure made my day complete ahah and during our recess he was standing beside the door with his friends and i saw him lookin' at me.. i don't know if he's looking at me really though.. he's so cute,.ahah:D we had test in scienceand math,it's easy though.. we had homeworks .. gotta work on that.. ^>klyne[/spoiler] diary entry end>> [/align]

Date: Sept. 18, 2008 Day:Thursday Happenings: dear moi diary, [spoiler]i'm very happy today coz the virus inside te comp is now gone and we didn't reformat it. we just DW sum in [b]download.com[/b] and tenx god, our sleepless nyts are made to be paid. About the school, hayz it's the wrong tym to cry inside te campus. wanna know what happened? so here it goes: [quote]when the bell rang, we hurriedly go downstairs to search for food. It's our happiest hour coz it's recess tym owredi. When i was on the canteen waiting for my classmates to go with me, i saw her looking at me, with an evil eyes. Moi bessy sheene know that girl and when i talked to sheene and say that she look at me wid an anger expression, she talked to her. Moi bessy make me really worried and the funny part there is the girl, who crushes moi [b]EX-CRUSH[/b] look at her with an evil look too when moi bessy's friend told her that it was moi EX-CRUSH's girlfriend and the news spread easily like a fire, and he said on moi bessy that " [i][b]wag nyo kasi sya awayin... pag yan nagalit..[/b][/i]". is he okay? we are the ones who's innocent and then he's telling that we argue his friend but we didn't! when AP class started, i gave a letter to akiko and i said inside it that i wanna say sorry to him, for all those scandal i have made & for making him mad. But instead he get the letter, it seems that he didn't read what's inside of it. When the art class started, i sat down beside akiko and he really seem to read the letter i command him to give on moi EX-CRUSH and he tell me " [i][b]anu bang nanyari? bakit? sabihin mo saken...[/b] [/i] " I dun wanna cry but i dunno why moi tears came rolling down moi eyes as it gives a smooth and comfortable feeling than before. I used to be quiet if i have some problems coz i dun want sumbody will know what is happening on moi life. Then he started to call my EX-CRUSH and i started to switch place becoz of he's calling him, asking what did he do to me. Then my friends and bestfriends came to ask what did happen, why i cry.. and etc. But i only answer them with a "no" shake in moi head. I carry the pain only by myself. After explaining my problem, my EX-CRUSH was saying "[b] [i]i dunno what happen to her, i really dunno what did i say to her...[/i][/b] " in that tym, i realized that i really needed 2 move on and forget what feelings i still have for him. Then i also decided that, if i avoid talking or having a bond with him, it will lessen the pain and the news about us inside the room so i avoid him starting when i cried until i got to go home.[/quote] wheww... that's very long story, and yeah it's very breaking on my part. Protecting the culprit and putting the innocent one in the bad situation is very heart breaking. still, while im writing this one now, im a lil bit cry here coz he really didn't like me, i just proved to my self that im pretty useless for him, that i'm a friend for him and nothing can change that state but him and i really proved that im LOSER coz i let this things run on my life, not thinking what will happen, just thinking what i'll feel and being REAL SELFISH LOSER to everyone. Now, my enemies are true, IM SUCH AN IDIOT LOSER WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE AND WHEN IT COMES TO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE MADE A DECISION! [/spoiler]

[align=center] september 18 2008 thurs. dear ftalkery, [spoiler]today..uhmm..today is so the worst day of mine.. you wanna know why?'cause..i asked for a sign or something.. that if my crush likes me,then he's wearing a pink shirt the shirt he wore the first day.. then so nothing to wait for..ahah he doesn't like me..he didn't wear pink obviously.. hmff..he really likes someon else.. i'm so busted..[/spoiler][/align]