[align=center][b] hi.! i want to post this thread to write your daily activities here. Or we can call this DIARY. in this DIARY thread, fill up this format: Date: Day: Happenings: ahaahaha.! le
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2008-09-17 08:02:03
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Re: [align=center][b] hi.! i want to post this thread to write your daily activities here. Or we can call this DIARY. in this DIARY thread, fill up this format: Date: Day: Happenings: ahaahaha.! le
Date: Sept. 17, 2008
Day: wens.
Happenings:
kinda long so i'll put it on a spoiler 
[spoiler]so, gaaawd! i'm rily a bad girl 
yeah, coz she's innocent and i meant to her that " he likes you! but why u don't like him?" i'm so jealous at her on this point. I'm her bestfriend and vice versa [b]BUT[/b] what i'm feeling ryt now is jealousy on a friend. I envy her coz she's beautiful, she's smart and she's kind. she's really perfect and that's why many boys fall for her. unfortunately, moi crush also fall to her 
and that's the one why i'm very broken now. Why do these things happens on moi life? why moi classmate acts like he likes me, but he's not saying anything at all. he just tease and annoys me always. In short, sum1 likes me while i like sum1 and that thing makes me confused and a lil flirty 
but instead i'm happy, it hurts. Coz everytime i look at him beside her, chit-chatting, laughing and he makes [i]lambing [/i]
on her, it makes my heart break even im the one who'll start to tease them off. I'm starting it so that people never say " [i]ow, so that's she's very quiet becoz of 1 gurl who likes her crush.[/i] " Maybe moi friend dunno what's the reason why i'm not talking to her. but in the first time i felt the pain, i actually say it to her ryt away, the feelings i have for that guy. Being this is very hard, and i've felt uneasy when i return in public school. Even i make a step to remove him on my head, i can't coz i always see and talk and even look at him everyday( of course as classmates) but i wish i can reformat my self coz he's a really dangerous virus that needed to keep out of my head. I'm very angry with the girl whom he knows coz she keep on giving letters to him.
I wish tomorrow i can have the confidence to talk to her and say sorry for what did happen now. You know, i now realized that i wanna say to him this lines " [i]asan ba `ko sayo? aasa ba ko sayo?[/i] " coz yeh, where is myself on his life? where on his script i'll be there? i'm always the one who suffers, coz i'm only a [b]FRIEND[/b] for him, and even though i always caught him looking/staring at me, at first, i thought he likes me but now the truth is revealed that he just [b]LOVE ME[/b] as a friend 
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[spoiler]so, gaaawd! i'm rily a bad girl yeah, coz she's innocent and i meant to her that " he likes you! but why u don't like him?" i'm so jealous at her on this point. I'm her bestfriend and vice versa [b]BUT[/b] what i'm feeling ryt now is jealousy on a friend. I envy her coz she's beautiful, she's smart and she's kind. she's really perfect and that's why many boys fall for her. unfortunately, moi crush also fall to her and that's the one why i'm very broken now. Why do these things happens on moi life? why moi classmate acts like he likes me, but he's not saying anything at all. he just tease and annoys me always. In short, sum1 likes me while i like sum1 and that thing makes me confused and a lil flirty but instead i'm happy, it hurts. Coz everytime i look at him beside her, chit-chatting, laughing and he makes [i]lambing [/i]
on her, it makes my heart break even im the one who'll start to tease them off. I'm starting it so that people never say " [i]ow, so that's she's very quiet becoz of 1 gurl who likes her crush.[/i] " Maybe moi friend dunno what's the reason why i'm not talking to her. but in the first time i felt the pain, i actually say it to her ryt away, the feelings i have for that guy. Being this is very hard, and i've felt uneasy when i return in public school. Even i make a step to remove him on my head, i can't coz i always see and talk and even look at him everyday( of course as classmates) but i wish i can reformat my self coz he's a really dangerous virus that needed to keep out of my head. I'm very angry with the girl whom he knows coz she keep on giving letters to him.
I wish tomorrow i can have the confidence to talk to her and say sorry for what did happen now. You know, i now realized that i wanna say to him this lines " [i]asan ba `ko sayo? aasa ba ko sayo?[/i] " coz yeh, where is myself on his life? where on his script i'll be there? i'm always the one who suffers, coz i'm only a [b]FRIEND[/b] for him, and even though i always caught him looking/staring at me, at first, i thought he likes me but now the truth is revealed that he just [b]LOVE ME[/b] as a friend [/spoiler]
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